We have seen this happened before

I dont want to write about the win last nite. I dont like to get excited by Arsenal anymore. Ive been through this shit before. They beat a very good team like Roma before, and gave me hope. A hope that the team can muster a meaningful challenge towards trophy again. A hope that the team can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out. A hope that often vanquished by lethargic displays again and again. So after watching the game last nite, I decided not to talk or be too happy about it. Im gonna take it slow, and still expect the worse come Saturday vs Fulham.

Hoping the team can prove me wrong for once.

Wheres batman Robin?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now !! Pt IX

Found this classic picture of Fabregas. Nice mullet captain.

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt II

Well most sites prefer to rate the performance of the players after every match. That just bollocks or cheap pops for me. Because there will always be someone who will get 7 or 8 marks which were not justified by their performance on the pitch. I read lots of gooners site (A LOT), and most of them insist they watched the game from start to end. Are u kidding me? What game were you watching? And one site gave Nasri 6? What the hell are u thinking? What did he do to get 6/10 is an enigma a professor could not solve.

If I were gonna rate the players, I gave them all 4 with the exception of Clichy who will get 5. Arsenal tend to attack more on the right side nowadays. That makes the right side area congested with more players to cover and protect Sagna. Its a different tale with our left side. Clichy was wayy too overworked. No wonder he was substituted yesterday. He played behind the laziest player ive seen since Sir Bobby Pires and has been running up at down the left flank tirelessly all season long. You cant be doing that for the whole season without getting injured or exhausted at some point. Plus without a proper leftback to back him up, he has to play every game. I hate it when certain sites blame him for the instability of our backline. Fuck off you morons. Give the guy some credit. If you want to blame someone, blame Nasri. This guy is allergic to tracking back and closing down. And if you dont track back, make sure u can counter attack with pace (ala Sir Bobby Pires), which is not happening with Nasri. Everytime he got the ball at the center line the only thing he will do is starting the now famous 'Arsenal Sideway Passing Routine'. And his pace seem to be decreasing as the game goes on. Maybe hes too tired to accelerate or something. This brings me to the point..

No wonder hes too lazy and too slow. Hes busy fucking some french babe. Wait a sec..isnt this the same guy who read his prayer before every game? What the fuck??

p/s : Arshavin didnt do that bad on his debut. A few more games under his belt before judging him please??

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt I

Once again, another woeful performance by Arsenal. Its the 3rd (!!!???!!??) successive scoreless game for Arsenal. Have you seen a team as lazy as Arsenal? It seems that every player just lumbering around waiting for the opponents to make mistakes. No one even bother to close down quickly or do anything remotely close to gaining posession. And the creativity..well fuck it dont let me start on the level of creativity among the players. The only thing they know is getting the ball wide to be whipped in. And the cross usually sucks. Please ppl, when someone is crossing the ball, make some movements in the box!! Dont just stand around like fucking sculptures!!! You Mr Bendtner stop making those useless running!! Use ur head for god's sake!! Fucking prick. Why in the world do u think u are more useful in the channel rather than in the box is beyond me. Whats the point if u cross the ball without anyone good enuff to win it? Are u guys dumb or what?? Rite now, u guys are playing like strangers with each other. No instinct, no communication what so ever. Dont u guys train with each other every day? Then why its so hard just find ur teammates quickly? Why cant u guys figure out quickly what kind of runs ur teammates are going to make? Cant u guys learn what each of ur teammate capabilities are? And when will u guys learn that passing to Bendnter at right wing is like passing to a brick wall????!!??

Im struggling to point out something positive from the game. it was so obvious the problem Arsenal are having rite now. A monkey could have explain it. The only person who is too stubborn to realize it is the manager himself. So fuck u Arsene. For the first time, and I promise u not the last time, FUCK YOU ARSENE. Are the players sucking ur dick or smething? They must be doing something for u that they can afford to be as poor as they are rite now. Do they fuck ur wife coz u cant pleasure her anymore? Oh no im starting to visualize it..no..plzzz stop..stop brain stop!!!

Imitating Cantona Kung Fu kick wont help the team Kolo

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VIII

Me in a weird halloween costume with some other weirdos. The boss at the back gave his Brad Pitt pose. The one wearing a tie is not a man.

Remembering the broken leg incident

This picture showed the exact way on how to destroy someone career. Make sure u tackle above the feet area just below the knee as in the picture.

Back and scoring!!

Celebrating the first goal.

Slotting home the penalty for his second

Yep..hes back!! One year after that horrific injury, Eduardo finally made a comeback against Cardiff City last night. 2 goals and a standing ovation later, Arsenal are through to the 5th round of the FA cup. Its not the most vintage of performance but for him to be back and scoring again is a real boost for the Arsenal side searching for a spark that has been lacking lately. Its not just him who shone though. I think Vela and Denilson were great, and Song wasnt that bad either. Yeah its true we played against a lower league side but compared this performance with the one at Cardiff last month, this one is much much better. The movement was there, the passing was as slick as ever and Bendtner can afford to be at his petulant best without costing us the victory. Hope that we can continue playing like this for the rest of the season. Go Arsenal !!

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VII

The two most important women in my life.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VI

Thats my mom. Shes the greatest mother on earth. If I can live the next 50 years of my life half as good as she had I would die a happy man. :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt V

Showing off her cooking skills during her recent visit to my house. Bapak poyo :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt IV

Shes a math lecturer. Im sucks at math. :(

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt III

A younger version of her, about 5 years ago. So kampong eh?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt II

Me and my lil nephew.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!!

This is my fiancee. Told ya shes waaaayyyyyyyyy prettier than I am. Am I lucky or what?

Finally..i uploaded my first picture!!

Amacam gaye gua gantong pocong? Ada garang? (tulisan ala2 hilangpunca)

Hurt!!

Sometimes someone makes me feel like I havent done enough..
Have I??
Its very hard to satisfy some ppl need right?
Even if u think u have done everything it still not enough..
Isnt it?

Only God knows why!!

If only..

If only..

1. I work at a better place than I am now..
2. I rejected the offer letter this damn company gave me last year...
3. I earn more than I am currently earning..
4. I practice all the teachings I gained from my days at KISAS...
5. I gave more thoughts on every decisions Ive taken..

I would have already achieved everything that I have ever dreamed of. I would have become a devout muslim, got married, and owned a custom made Mazda RX8/Toyota Caldina/Volkswagon Gt/ with a personal registration number of ANA 1902 (hehe?? :) )..

Thats a big IF eh? However big the IF is, I am very happy with the way I am right now. I kept telling myself that Allah has His final say on every outcome of my life. And He would grant me everything I have wished for if I keep praying and working hard.

Hoping for a better future with His blessings. Amin!!

The worst north London derby ever

It was pain to see how technically inept some of our players were last Sunday. Its the north london derby for god sake. U r supposed to bring ur A game god dammit!! Denilson was shockingly poor, Adebayor was having his ass-heavy day and Eboue..well the less said about him is better. And Song was by far the best player in red which made no sense at all. He was supposed to be the weakest link in Arsenal armory but somehow he made everyone around him looked championship level calibre. Or maybe the other players but Almunia and Robin were soo damn poor which made Song looked great. Either way, the players failed to perform and we are now stucked at 5th place which I think, bar miracle we will stay there for the rest of the season.

We can only hope that all the injured players can come back quickly. Thats the only way to turn this season around. We cannot depend on this crop of players we got. We need Cesc back. We need Walcott back. And most importantly, we need the confidence back. To do that we need all the players back.The Arsenal way of playing football thrives on confidence. To pass and move as quickly as we used to is based on confidence. Players need to be confident on the ball, confident with their teammates, and the absolute believe that there will always be someone to help and back them up. Right now the confidence is missing. Its hard when Denilson cannot trap the ball properly. Its worse when Adebayor came hand begging for the ball just to lose it when the ball was fizzled to him. I doubt how u can gain ur confidence when u got someone as unreliable as Eboue in ur team. I dont have the know-how but some way and some how, Arsene must worked his ass off to get the confidence and groove back to his team. Then may be, we can get the season back on track.

On my last note, sack Eboue please. Dont sell him. Just sack him and let him rot in the desert of Africa. Let the lions eat his flesh and the hyenas/crows finish him up. Make sure none of his atoms exist anymore. Fucking useless prick.

10 things i like about her

1. That giggle. Ill make up something funny just to hear it.
2. The way she acted weak eventho shes not THAT weak. Shes just want my attention or mengade2.
   
3. When the going gets though, the tough gets going. Thats u babe.
4. She loves surprises. And i love the way she acted everytime i surprised her.
5. She accepts me just the way I am. I dont have to be someone else to be with her and I absolutely like that.
   
6. Everytime i got myself in trouble, I guarantee u 100% shes the first one who will come to aid me.
7. Shes one hell of a cook. And I love her cookings.
8. She likes to clean (like Monica in Friends). As a dust-phobia person as I am, thats vital.
9. She knows how to give me pleasure hehe. Notty eh?
10. Shes pretty. Im not which makes me the luckiest guy in the whole universe. Nuff said.

Arshav-in

Finally 'the owl' has landed. After a month long transfer saga andrei arshavin has finally join arsenal. I dont know how much impact hes gonna give to the current squad but, ill take anyone who can replace eboue at the right midfield spot anytime. And if the anyone means someone who starred at Euro 2008 and considered the zidane of russia that would be a much significant upgrade.

It is somewhat bizarre to see some ppl condemned wenger for the time it took to complete the deal. Come one guys!! Wake up and see the full picture. Wenger was just being the shrewd businessman as he always does. Can u imagine him buyin Arshavin for 20million? I for once applaud wenger in this one. He knows Arshavin wants to leave. He knows Zenit are desperate to offload him. And he knows that if Arsenal paid over the top for him it will destroy the club financial structure. When he finally signed him, we only forked out 12million plus add ons. Wasnt that incredible? The Spurs paid 14million for Palacios, 15million for Defoe, and 15million more for Keane. Hull spent 5million on Bullard. And Man City 12million on Bridge and 14million for Bellamy!! Those amount are ridiculous!! If Bellamy, who is always injured, never appear in any major international competition, have a bad reputation at the only big club he ever played for is worth 14million, then arshavin who won the UEFA cup almost single handedly for Zenit last season and was sensational at EURO 2008 should worth at least 25million. Dont u guys realize how shrewd wenger was? I think he knows that he can get Arshavin for below 15million. He was so sure that he gambled until the final day of the transfer window. And he was proven right again. Stop questioning his decision. Seriously for this one, ARSENE KNOWS.

Imagine if (its a big IF) we could have everyone fit to play. We would start with almunia, sagna, clichy, toure, gallas, nasri, cesc, denilson, arshavin, van persie and ade. On bench we got eduardo, theo, rosicky, diaby, bendtner, djouru, and fabianski. The strength on the bench would be so good it would be hard for a player just to have a place in it. Plus we have ramsey and wilshere knocking on the door. That should scare the shit out of ppl.

p/s : I omitted eboue and song from the squad just bcoz i dont think they are good enuff to play for arsenal. Im thinking championship football for them.

Is this the end?

Is it true? Have Perak and Kedah fell to the dirty hands of UMNO again?

Boring boring Arsenal

Watching Arsenal doesnt give me pleasure anymore. I was bored to death seeing us passing sideways again and again. I almost can figure out everything thats going to happen next. It started like this..Denilson got the ball..hell pass to Diaby..Diaby will bring the ball forward for about 2 yards and stop..turn right to Eboue..Adebayor then come with his begging hands asking for the ball..for some reason he is 100% sure to get the ball..Ade wont do nothing but one touch it back to Eboue..Eboue for some reason will cut inside eventho his left peg is useless..he then return it back to Denilson who in turn pass it to Nasri..Nasri with dally a lil bit while waiting for Cllichy's overlap..Clichy will get the ball and look up thinking about crossing..if he doesnt hell pass back to Denilson or the 'dropping-too-deep' Van Persie..then from Denilson/Van Persie pass to Diaby..then to Eboue..Eboue back to Ade..Ade will pass to the overlapping Sagna who will either put a one time cross or pass back to Eboue. Usually the crosses will endup behind the goal or straight into the defender. Because Ade was involved with the build up hes too late to get to the end of the cross. See if I can figure it out why cant the other managers cant? Surely they can do something about it cant they? And if we tend to do the same routine over and over again why dont Nasri or Diaby make runs into the box? Are they too lazy or just plain dumb?

Change the word Diaby above with Fabregas and it would turn out like this. Denilson will make a simple pass to Fabregas. Without looking at the ball Cesc will trap it and with only two touches send it to the hand-begging Ade, who as usual will do nothing but one touch it back to Cesc. Here the offense starts. As Fabregas received it back from Ade Clichy and Sagna already started their overlapping runs and Van Persie dropped a little bit clearing some space for fabregas to move forward. At the same time Ade will move into the box. Nasri will move inside the box to take away the full back and Eboue..well Eboue will still do nothing except move toward Fabregas congesting the space provided by Van Persie. Change Eboue with Walcott and Nasri will move across exchanging runs with Walcott creating more space for fabregas to work. The rest is up to the captain. Heres a few options he created for himself :

1. Pass it wide to the over lapping full backs for them to whip the ball in. Bcoz Adebayor is already in the box this move become very sensible to do.
2. Play one-two with van Persie who already positioned himself in front of the defence
3. Slip the ball to Adebayor, let him hold the ball up as the players around him moving around creating space. If the pass is unavailable, Ade will pass it back to Denilson. The move restart
   
4. As in the ManUre game, slip the ball to the crossing Nasri or Walcott.
5. I like him to do this more often, just shoot. I know u are more than capable to hit the target.
   

If the move breakdown hell pass back to Denilson and reorganize. If they execute it poorly, the scenario like I explained before will happen. However if it is executed perfectly, a shooting chance will be presented. See the game vs ManUre for proof.

So to solve our current cannot-create-a-chance desease, heres the cure. Get Fabregas back. Ppl seem to trust him better with the ball and will move around accordingly to create space.

Geesh. Maybe I shoud be managing Arsenal instead.

This is what happened when u have nothing to do

I have been an NBA maniac since I was 11. I still remember the day that was. It was the week when my dad installed the old Mega TV in our home. I woke up early in the morning and changed the channel to ESPN and what do u know..the NBA was on air live!! I was pretty hyped because it would be the first NBA game I ever gonna watch. Ive heard about the great Micheal Jordan but never really got any details into it so to see him live was exciting as hell. I still remember the game..the Bulls vs the Suns..Jordan scored 33pts..Barkley got 36..and Phoenix won 102-96. That day was the start of an amazing NBA journey for me. For a few years after that, I woke up early every Saturday, even sometime skipped school on Friday just to catch the game live. Thinking back, Ive spent countless hours in the internet just to study the game, to know all about the best players and teams..and finally got into the game myself. Back in the day it was very hard to find a basketball court around my neighborhood. I end up asking (forcing really) my mom to take me into a club at Melawati just to play basketball. Heh..the picture of me and my brother slugging with those Chinese framed still in my mind. Me and my brother were like aliens there. We knew nobody but our determination and passion for the game overcame everything (poyo ehhh...!!!). Nowadays, if u come to a court without knowing anybody, u have to be darn good to play ball. That wasnt the case years ago. Anybody can play although the priority goes to the person with a basketball...and a pair of nike shoes hehe..

For me, Micheal Jordan is the best basketball player ever. Ive been into basketball for 13 years now and nobody even come close to do what he had done. I fell in love with him the first day I saw him. That beautiful fadeway jump shot, arcing high into the net, those twist and turn in the air, THAT dunk, all of those buzzer beaters..it was like in basketball haven. I couldnt believe it when I saw the news that 'His Airness' will leave the game forever by then end of the 97/98 season. He was simply the greatest basketball player ever graced the court bar none. He had won everything basketball have to offer..olympic gold medal, NBA titles, MVP, defensive player of the year, NBA first team..everything. Its very rare today to see a player as complete as he was. His will to win was extraordinary. I have lost count 0n how many legendary game Jordan have performed in his career. There were too many great moments. Nobody will ever provide the fans with such exhiliration and excitement. Truly Mike, the basketball world really have missed ur magic.

128!!

128 days left before I become Miss Azliana husband. *wink :)

I spent the last 6 years of my life in love with this woman. This person made my last 6 years worth every second. She was there when I was down, she was there when I was way above my head, and she never ever failed to show up whenever I needed her the most. For these reasons, I chose her to be my soul person for the rest of my life :)

Hoping from the day 129 and after my life shall be happily ever after!!

For my babe, Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me

Its hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
Theres no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
Well leave the world outside
All Ive got to give to you
Are these five words when i


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The skys a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, youd make believe
That you believed my lies


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me


Lock the doors
Well leave the world outside
All Ive got to give to you
Are these five words when i


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
You parted my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldnt fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

Stuck in the moment

For my fiancee who always complain and whine about everything..this song is for you :)

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you. Ooh.
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
'Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do.. Oh
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh lord look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you cant gt out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

Angels vs Demons!!

Im sick and tired of trying to finish reading 'Angels and Demons'. The storyline is so engaging that u cant even take a dump without thinking about what would happen next. Whats the next clue? wheres the damn sculpture? Who the hell is Janus? And when the hell will Robert Langdon and Vittoria Vetra 'do it'? (We all know its gonna happen rite?)

So i woke up this morning and decided to take a break of 'Angels and Demons'. Maybe ill continue with my Vatican City adventure after the weekend is over. I think I can do with a few days without feeling the stupidity of those Christians. I mean how dumb can some people be? Dan Brown is blatantly crushing your faith and he gets away with it? He is even gonna make a movie out of it! If Osman Awang ever do that to Islam trust me hell never get out of his house alive!!

Take ur damn chance damn it. U only got 3 months left

Watching Diaby in CM was like seeing Shukor Adan running hopelessly around the Selangor midfield. He was so bad I switched the channel every time he received the football. The thing thats so obvious about him was how slow he was releasing the football. Its not like Zidane slow (well Zizou feet and football was like missionary position, stick and never get away), its like someone I mentioned above who just doesnt know what to do with the ball. It took him forever to figure out what the best option available and when he tried to dribble his way out of trouble he would always end up loosing the football. When he first arrived at Arsenal I admit it myself that this guy was something else. He got the longest stride ive seen since Henry and Vieira and a great build for someone of his age. But somehow along the road he never grow into the player that I thought he can be. Now Cesc is injured, and he has been given the chance to show how good a midfielder he is. Sadly, he lasted only 60 minutes against Bolton and was replaced by young Vela. Damn it Abou. You are supposed to be our next Vieira. At least come close. You are not even a quarter of Vieira right now. Watching you got outmuscled by Muamba was sickening man. Hes as big as you, and u didnt ever look like u can beat him to the ball. U should thank the manager for showing big faith in you. U can only get this kind of oppurtunity here at Arsenal boy. U better realise that before Cesc comes back. U got 3 months.

On the positive note, we did win on Saturday. Van Persie was great. For a couple of months now he has been our best player. He looked very determine to prove all those critics about Arsenal wrong. His movement off the ball has improved, and his technic is just Bergkampesque. Well not truly like Bergkamp but almost there. We need him fit if we want to achieve something this season.

Calo.

Kite by U2

U might never heard of this song. Its not d kind of song played by Era or Hot and all of those "mainstream" Malaysian radio stations. Its not listed in any top 100 songs chart anywhere. BUt this song left a deep feeling inside me. It keeps motivating me on keep striving hard and letting go something eventho its very hard for me to do so. So here it goes. I dont know how to put songs here so i just put the lyrics for u guys to enjoy. Cherish ur life and keep on going!!

Something is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did

And hardness, it sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin

I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all

Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, which way the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around?
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

It's summer, I can taste the salt of the sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me...

I'm a man, I'm not a child...
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes

Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, where the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around?
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

Did I waste it?
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement

The last of the rock stars
When hip hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea

That was the big idea

2008----2009

Ahhhh..another year has passed by. Well for me 2008 was decent. Not too bad, and not too shabby either. There were some great moments, and there were those that would make u wanna invent a time machine so u can go back in time to change everything.

Lets see..where do I start eh? Well After 5 and a half years putting my pride and future on the line, I managed to finish my studies and graduated officially in March. Ive learned a lot during those struggling study years. Personally, all those time spent away in the southern state really thaught me on how to really take care of myself and become a real man. Ive learned about what kind of peaople exist in this pitiful little world, which ones to trust and which one not to. All those mamaking, cybercafe-ing, oversleeping, and other time wasting activites which consumed most of my time really do have their worth for my future life. Yeah I could have done better with my results, but like they said shit happens. Theres no use to think about those times that I should have used for studying rather than doing other stuff. To regret is just a waste of time. Rite now Ive got myself an ok-ish job, which pay me enough so I can continue living the life I wanted to. And also, I got engaged to my love of 6 yrs. Finally. Sigh.

I cant stop thinking about the future that gonna come upon me in this coming year. Frankly, Im totally freaked out whenever I give my thought about it. Im afraid. Im afraid that I cant be the person that i always wanted to be. Im afraid that I cant achieve the things that I wanted. Ive set the bar really high this year. Lots to do, lots to achieve. Ive promised my self all those years back that one day Im gonaa leave all part of my dark side out of my life. And I really think this year is the year that Im supposed to fulfill that promise. Its a very heavy burden Im carrying here. I believe this year is my last chance to do something bout it. Ive had enough. I want to change. I need to change. Ive tainted my heart black enough and the time has come for me to start cleaning it.

So here it goes..my resolutions for 2009..

TO BE THE BEST MUSLIM THAT I CAN EVER BE.
-PERFORM MY PRAYERS BETTER, READ QURAN REGULARLY, SPEND MORE TIME AT THE MOSQUE, BECOME A RESPONSIBLE HUSBAND-

In the nama of ALLAh, I promise I would do all that I can to fulfill the above matter. I pledge myself to YOU. Please give me ur guidance. May I will always be under YOUR blessing.

Dont read this entry. Its dangerous

Some ppl just dont get it do they? I DONT WANT U AROUND DAMN IT!!! Yeah i meant u bitch!! Why must u stick ur nose in my business again and again?? Why are u always there? Why do you have to get involved in everything? Dont u have any other things to do? Cant u mind ur own damn fucking business? Cant u just leave me alone?????? Cant u bitch!!!??!?!?!?!?

Stop acting like a grown up already!! U r 22 for GOD sake!! Act like a 22 year old!!! Stop believing that u have to have a hand in everything!! Again.. u r just 22!! Its not like u are some kind of golden child or anything!!! U fucked up ur studies..goldigging ur parents so they can send u to fancy college in the city..and u even say u r from K.L!! Fuck off!! Dont forget ur roots bitch!! Dont think juz bcoz u r in some fancy and expensive college that u r good enuff to talk like that!! Its a private college la fucker!! Only stupid and rich Malays go there!! Since ur parents are not rich, then u r totally fucking stupid!! Please stop thinking that ur opinion matters in everything!! U r not uqalified yet bitch!!! FUCK U!!!!

...................................................................................

I am just not myself today. Fuck it, i didnt feel like myself at all this whole week. U know what bitch? This was suppose to be a special week for me. But u fucking ruin it. Was it ur fucking face? Or ur fucking annoying habit of getting involved in everything? Or maybe it was ur disturbing giggle eventho nothing remotely funny was going on? Or the fucking believe that everything happen must be circling around u? Fuck u bitch. I hate it when some bitch stole my thunder. Fuck.

As the curtain is raised, the black ones appear

Feeling empty, distraught, dissapointed, fucked up..thats the story of the current Arsenal so far this season. Last night was the same. A decent result u might think, considering Liverpool are top of the league, we were down to 10 man, and Cesc didnt play in the second half. However this agonizing feeling keeps haunting me, torturing me into writing this pointless entry. Why u say? Is it because Im tired of seeing us playing below par again? Or seeing how we lost 2 points due to bad defending again? Or seeing players who are fucking obviously out of their depth representing my beloved Arsenal again? Or seeing another player out injured again? AGAIN? The horror is this type of performance has become more and more typical of Arsenal this season. The old posession dominating, intricate passing, triangle movement of the Arsenal that i used to admire are sailing further and further away from my sight. I tried to console myself by stuffing loads of excuses just to ease up my distraught feeling. Rebuilding season? Checked. Young players? Checked. Inexperienced? Checked.Bad finishing? Checked? Unfortunate decisions? Checked. Still, the pain lingers.

As a momento to the Barclays English Premier League 2008/09 season Arsenal are having so far, here I listed the worst players that have ever played for Arsenal. Be informed that these crop of shits are the craps that I knew from my time supporting Arsenal, which by the way started on 1997. Dont grudge me please. This is just a distressed Arse-fan humble view of the only club he ever supported..

GK - Manuel Almunia. Compare him to our former first choice goalie, Seaman and Lehman. Even Manninger. This guy fucked up big time. Poor decisions, poor communications, and school boy errors are all common for him.

RB - Nelson Vivas. Nobody remembers him. The worst number 7 i have ever seen. I couldnt come out with any of his contribution at all.

LB - Giovanni Van Bronchrost. Hes done well at Barca, Ill take that. But, he couldnt play with Vieira, worse than Cashley at left back, and injury prone. The original Rosicky. And he even have the guts to put GIO on his back at Barca like a superstar, which he is obviously not.

CB - Igor Stepanovs. If u can find the video of Arsenal 6-1 loss to Man U few years back, watch in horror. The worst centre back ever.

CB - Pascal Cygan. How we can sell this guy for 2Million quid to Villareal is still a mystery for me. Wenger even tried him at left back, which is worse.

RM - Emmanuel Eboue. I like hime when he started at RB. But as a wide man..totally out of his depth. Cant cross, afraid to tackle, hesitant to take on people, and has the worst shot ever bar none. Plus the usual diving and acting. If u want to do it, do it properly. See Ronaldo does it and learn.

LW - Jose Antonio Reyes. Dont get me wrong, this guy got talent. The world seems to be his oyster. He got great shot in him, very quick, can go past people, makes great run into space, work his ass off every game, a great prospect. But he was also weak, homesick, stupid (he stopped learning English coz hes too dumb to learn it FYI), easily intimidated and cant play after October (its too cold in England after that apparently. D'oh). The only player that Wenger admitted to regret selling, for not fulfilling his potential.

CM - Alex Song. What can i say bout his fella? The only youngster who leapfrogged the Carling Cup syllabus. Nothing special at all. Feel angry just by writing bout him. Next please.

CM - Abou Diaby. Hes been at Arsenal for 4 years now, but still cant work out the best position for himself. Likes to hog the ball too much, likes to make difficult passes instead of the simple ones, afraid to put his foot in, plus incredibly poor timing in his tackling.

FWD - Francis Jeffers. I rate him as same as Stepanovs. The worst striker ever donned the no 9 shirt. Luckily Wenger realized his mistake and shipped him out quickly.

FWD - Kaba Diawara. Contribute nothing. Even Bergkamp looks dissilussioned when playing alongside him

There are others who are very close on joining the list, but for them I reserve some time to prove all the fans wrong. Yep, Im talking to you Nikki B. To sum it all up, 4 from the above list are current Arsenal players, which say it all about the current state of our team. Im tempted to make a list of the best that have played for Arsenal just to compare them with the worse 11 above, but ill save that for later. Till then, ciao

Be grateful, as Allah shall repay those who does

So after one hectic day yesterday, finally it all came good in the most probable way. Well i started off the day by taking my family to breakfast, then went to the clinic to pick up my medicine, then helping my mother readying lunch, then play NBA 2K9, then went to pick up my fiancee, watched movies, getting new NBA live 2009, dinner and finally..finally..watching my beloved gunners stuffed out Chelsea.At their own turf. With an offside goal to boot. Hahaha..i woke up today with a big grin on my face, just like a guy who just had sex (i did though :) ). Still couldnt believe what have happened last night :).

The world around me is shining..i feel like someone who saw light after being buried alive..its like a new beginning. Who thought it would ever end like this? After two distrought weeks that seems like going on forever..after painful news reading day after day..after tinkering about abandoning football forever..after enduring slagging after slagging..banter after banter..its finally come into this. How the world has come around. Ive been catapulted from the lowest of the wheel of life into the almost highest. Thank you GOD. It is really fruitful to be persistent isnt it?

Eventhough our job sucks..eventhough we dont get as much salary as we wanted..eventhough u think that u deserved more than what u are getting presently..eventhough ur favourite team have been shite lately..keep ur head down and stuck with it. Think about others who have have to endure more than u. Think about others who try to survive their life by earning half than u currently earn. Think about those who would be extremely happy to be what u are right now. Its never good to complain. Heck it would make u miserable if u keep complaining, whining about everything that occured in ur life. Never regret any decision that u have made, as every bad decision leads to new experience to not making the same mistake again. Remember that Allah is watching, and HE will forever have the final say on what would happen in ur life. The ones who keep trying, working hard, take everything on their stride and just keep striving for better fortunes shall receive gratuity from HIM. So honey, be patient and just keep on working hard. I know u are stronger than what u think :)

-happy again-

A new era!!

Yeahh!!Fabregas is captain!!Yehhhh!!Now get ur ass up and start performing already!!U have been shite all this year!!!

Its the best decision ever made by the boss!!Love it!

Responsibility

Its a big word isnt it? Most of us are afraid of it. Even myself. For me, humans need responsibility more than it needs them. Why u say? Without responsibility, we humans shall live in chaos, as we can do anything the world would let us do without any concern what so ever. Imagine, a man, not married, dont have a family, dont believe in god, dont have a job. How is he going to spend his daily life with? Well, he can rrob a bank may be as hes got no family to worry bout him, no family to take care of, no god's judgement to attend to, and he has absolutely no responsibility to anyone at all. Or maybe he can kill someone. Or kick my balls. he doesnt care at all. Could u imagine a man who is a devoted muslim, with a family to tak care, do such things? No sir.

What im trying to say here is i also need responsibility. I want to become a better man. a better muslim. I dont think i have enuff things on my back to force me into becoming what i want to become. right now i have responsibility to Allah, to my parents and to myself. Sadly, its not enuff for me. I need more. I need someone who is there to push me on everyday. I dont just need it. I want it. I want to be more responsible on more things. The thing is, people kept asking me why am i so hell bent on getting married as early as next year. For those buggers heres my answer. Im tired of being what i am right now. Im tired of pursuing 70% of my life for the pleasure of this part of life. i want to start focussing more on my after life. Thats why i need marriage. Marriage gives me more responsibility. responsibily shall help me turning my life around. And when u found someone who is THE ONE, why wait?

To cap it all off, heres a list of what i want to do for the rest of my life.

1. Be a devout MUSLIM.By this i mean to practice solat jemaah and read Quran regulary.
And to try to fulfill the old KISAS motto "Fastaqim Kama Umirta"
2. Make HER happy
3. Make my family happy
4. Take a good care of my mother.and my brothers.and my father
5. Never stop supporting Arsenal Football Club :)

I SWEAR BY THE NAME OF ALLAH ALL THE ABOVE ARE TRUE AND STRAIGHT FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HART. PLEASE GOD, HELP ME. WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING.

Getting a good riddance..

I care about Arsenal a lot. For me arsenal football club represent myself personally..rough, hardworking,flair and win. Nothing gives me more pleasure then spending my weekend nights at nearby mapley chearing for my team eventhough they never give anything back to me. and they dont even know my existance in this part of the world. well its a thing call devotion that have created a unique bond between men and such objects. humans can be devoted to anything.let it be cats, dogs, cars, trees, dicks, pussies, bitches, whores.ANYTHING. Its the purpose of the devotion that matters.Ahhhh..what the hell i am mumbling about this early..damn..

Arsenal sucks.nuff said.no guts.no determination.I mentioned b4 that they represent myself personally, but curiousity and doubt have started to creep into my soul after yet another shambolic, no-ball performance. In my recent post i blamed a lot on wenger. sorry sir, it seems that u are the least of the problem. What can u do if ur team shows no desire to win?when the going gets tough, and ur players shirk away from the challenge?when ur so called best player was outshined by a player once rejected by our own manager? it hurts man..really..its the first time for a long time that i turned off the tv 20 minutes before the game ended..totally pissed off. if u think that the fans do not care, u are wrong. we accept that we cant win every game. but we expect fight and desire every game. we cannot afford to drop points like shitting birds anymore. If only the team can show so much care as the fans do...

Got a lot of thigs to get rid of my mind..shall continue later

p/s : i was wrong about Nikki B. I wish i can put a gun against his back hole and pull my trigger. Just to make him work a liitle bit of his sweats off.

- Written on Sunday, 16th November 2008. Posted on Tuesday, 18th November 2008 -

Ten things for the manager to consider(obviously)

Dear Mr Wenger,

We the arsenal fans are very dissapointed with the team shambolic performance recently. We were close to tears seeing how spineless our team were. My state team can show more balls than what our team had shown recently. As a measure to reduce the sufferings of our souls, here are some suggestions that might improve our team fortunes. Pleas note that some of these suggestions are so obvious for all to see. Except for u of course.And I will try my best not to use too many vulgar words as one angry man would have.

1. First and foremost. Please stop ur stupid rotation thinggy. Never change our wingers with central midfielders. Ever heard of the term WITDH in football? Well every team need that to win games. And also dont replace a right back with a one paced, i-dont-have-a-clue-who-am-i-suppose-to-mark central midfielder.

2. Never show any respect to any small teams. If the team play a physical type of game, we dont have to change our tactics to counter them. Just keep our fabregas-wingers formation intact. No need to change our little wingers with bigger central midfielders. If u think our wingers are not big or strong physically enough, toughen them up. See Joe Cole at Chelsea. Or Ronaldo at ManU.

3. Everyone in this planet they call earth can see that our defenders cant win headers. Even u admitted it urself during the summer. The u sent Senderos to Milan. Nice

4. U have turned Eboue into a O'shea type of utility man. He can play right wing, central midfield and right back. Wake up. Hes a right back and should be a back up for Sagna. Please revisit the videos of our 2007 champions league final run. Check who played right back. Not Song obviously.

5. Gallas cannot be the team captain anymore. Clichy deserves it more than any player in any team to be a team captain. If the Birmingham incident is not enough, to be caught smoking out from a night club sure does it. Oh wait, hes still got he arm band. Guess he needs to do something like killing his own team mate to get it stripped away from him.

6. If a team loses 2 of their main players, thay will go all out to find a replacement. I have no problem with Nasri, but to replace Flamini with Denilson is just not good enough. Imagine will Liverpool replace Alonso/Macherrano with Lucas permanently if either of them got sold? Will Chelsea thrust Miniero into the first eleven if somehow Obi Mikel is fed up being turned into the next Makelele after being labeled as a creative attacking midfield and leave? The thing is there is a player that is just good enough to be a squad player, and the sad truth is Denilson is no more than a backup for Fabregas. He can do only half what Fabregas does and half what Flamini/Gilberto does. And to think that central midifeld area is the most important area to win games just made the whole situation more fucked up that it already is. U have to buy an extablished defensive midfielders soon or we are totally doomed for this season at least.

7. Adebayor is a fucking cunt. Drop him. We the arsenal fans hate the way he carried himself on the pitch. The guy is so full of himself. Have u noticed that he never celebrate his goals with his teammates? All he does is goin to the fans while doing thebadge kissing/chest thumping ritual. Never once he go the his teammates who worked their ass off to pass the ball to him so he can get his regular tap in goals. I realized hes the best targetman we got at club now but try give Bendtner more first team start and we shall see the outcome.

8. Everyone can see that ur youth policy doesnt bear fruits anymore. Scrap it and go buy some experience stars now. And stop paying these kids such ridiulous amount of money. Theyll become so arrogant that they gonna ask more or theyll leave.

9. Sign a defensive coach please. A Martin Keown perhaps?

10. We all think that u may have lost the plot. U better wake up soon from u great invincible dream. If not u better resign.

Please take actions reagarding the above matters. Thank u

urghh..its hurt..

u r 4-3 up in the most heated match ur life could ever imagine of..there were 2 minutes left on the clock..the fans are singing taunting the opposition for their inevitable loss..so what would u do?

if u are a bunch of immature bastards who really want to humiliate the opposition to a bigger winning margin u would look for the killer risky intricate through passes to add up to ur team goal tally.nothing satisfy u more than to crush ur opponents hope of a miraculous comeback by killing off their chance once and for all. oh did i mention that the opponents just scored their 3rd goal minutes before? sure, the opponents were fired up from that goal, and were going all out for the equailzer. but, for u stupid dumb immature piece of bullcraps, u think that u r supremely superior that u can simply neglect the opponents intention, by looking for the 5th goal. yeah, u would definitely do that

but, if u are a group of professional who realized that 3 points are more important than any winning margin, u would hold the ball up, go to the corner flag, try to kill time by any means necessary. u would force fouls from the opponent.u would ask ur big ugly targetman to attack their little fullback.u would put 9 men behing the ball.u would do what a EUROPEAN CHAMPION, a multi medal PREMIER LEAGUE CHAMPION, a countless of CUP CHAMPION, a future WORLD PLAYER OF THE YEAR would normally do. and finally, ur team captain would take responsibility by reminding everyone to keep their focus and see off the game. u would do that wouldnt u?

oh wait..i forgot.eventhough u got a european champion, lots of former premier league champions and champions league finalists all on ur ranks, u still act like a bunch of immatures, stupid, dumbasses, that are soooooooo fucked up u cant even see the bigger things up stake. for u, the most imporant thing is to show everyone that u are the most supremely tehcnically gifted team of the country. u think that winning by 3 goal margin is better than losing. ur minds are so fucked up from all the praises hyped on u. u should realize now that u guys are just a bunch of arrogant bastards that will never achieve anything ever in ur career. fuck u all.fuck.fuck fuck.

Its Thursday 30th October 2008. this is the day i was totally disgusted with Arsenal Football Club. I lost hope. I lost my pride of being ur fan. I lost my believe that we can still get something out of the already dissapointing season so far. Enjoy the Bentley dance guys. Just dont copy that if u win 10-0 the next game.Then i swear ill support Hull City instead. At least they wear the colour of my country.

A truly depressing wedding

Imagine this..u were planning about catching a movie with ur partner for the day..u went back earlier than usual so u can spend the day with her..suddenly u received a call by ur close friend that u r invited to her wedding the same day..and the wedding place is 300km away.what would u do?

well im a sucker for wedding invitation so i decided to go. well honestly i wasnt really that eager to go there at first, but then i thot wut the fuck, just go lah. its not everyday u see ur friend got married. plus, two of my closest friendst from my day at KISAS will be there too! so, me and my fiancee, with our increasingly decreasing thickness of greens, set out for a trip to rengit, johor. all plans decided in a mere hour.nice

the thing that really hit me was how much do i missed hanging out with my kisas friends. on previous saturday another kisas friend dropped by and we spent 5 hours chatting and catching up at nearby mapley. and then at rengit i met kerel, naser, syake and all those ex-kisasians. some of them are married, some still looking and some are secretly engaged in those lovey-dovey relationship. it made me realized i was so caught up in my own world that i forget how much i missed hanging out with people that personified honesty through all of their doings. no cursing, no bad words, and the best thing is there was never 'i-work-at-a-better-place-than-u but-im-not-telling-u-where' attitude. its the honestly and humbleness among friends that just made u feel warm and grateful. during my journey home i was a lil' depressed coz it just concurred in my mind that i may never ever met these kind of people in my whole life time again.seriously, my life is surrounded with people with fake smiles, fake laugh, and all of those bitching and whining about everything. cant we just accept whatever that fall upon us and just get on with it?why must we stress ourself for something that is so obvious that they are not meant for us?

Be grateful.Be humble.Take everything that ALLAH has given u on ur stride and get on with it. Pray hard,work hard, and u'll be successful. ALLAH knows whats best for u. HE never break HIS promises. Believe in ALLAH always.

Ciao

HAPPY

:) :) :) :) im just happy today..i love my babe!! :) :) :) :)

Getting older!!

IM OLD!!!why?coz today im officially an uncle!!my brother juz had his first child this noon and guess what??its another boy!!damn..poor mama..shes got 5 devils now shes gonna have another little devil in the house.guess its juz her luck eh?anyway she called me juz now and she sounds very happy indeed.she juz loves babies u know.for my brother ayis and kak azrin..big congratz to y'all!!make sure ur child turn out like me eh? :)

ANGRY

Im feeling a lil bit unease today for one reason to another. First of all, my blacken heart and soul is emotionally disturbed by the news that should shatter anyone that have stepped their foot on the land of waqafan (yeah its lame, but im talking bout my ex-school KISAS). It may just be a stupid rumour, but it is just crazy to think that someone would ever have the guts to disband the school's core and foundation that have stood out for all this years, through all the massive tides and waves, yeah, it's the BADAR, of course. One thing that have made all us, the KISASIANS, different from other SBP's or even the other SMKAA is the TARBIYAH we received intensively from BADAR. The system is even copied by other school throughout the country. To think that the pioneer of these TARBIYAH system is to be vanished, annihilated, destroyed, burnt to ground by the same school that allowed its own existance is just plain utter bullshit. And if the news is correct, the principal who is responsible of this blatant UMNO-ism is a pure prick, a bastard who should be tortured to death. Hey im not one you would call one of the best 'product' out of the TARBIYAH system, but I am lucky enuff to have the chance to go through it, and honestly, it does make me a better muslim. Imagine, if a dirty soul like mine can be pured by this TARBIYAH system, what can it do to a better soul than mine. Trust me, i've seen people who after a year in TARBIYAH turned out into a super muslim, who obey the GOD and devote themselves totally to the religion. And they even got great grades for their SPM (just to shut up those who think some reliegous people suck at their studies).

In the mist of all this disturbance my fiancee told me she was at Sogo to do some shopping. Well, im not one to be a control freak but she usually told me before she goes out, not after shes already there. Honestly it hurt me a lil, but i can get over it cant i? There are much bigger issues out there than this. But still................

Just a lil' sumthing..

Dear Dr. Love,

Is it worth it?To spend most of our time reminiscing bout our love?To plan and plan and plan bout how are we going to please and care her as best as we could?To give her the most attention like our whole world circling around her?To erase any doubt whether if she is perfect for us even though we know that we cannot abandon our love to her?Is she really worth it?

If the HER we are talking about is the one that tied us on her with ropes that cannot be broken. the HER that never put any doubt bout the destination of our love, the HER that stood by me when the tides were rough, the HER that prioritizes our love as nothing else matters?

Or, the HER that keep gold-digging our wallet, the HER that does not realize that she is stronger that she think she is, the HER that keep dreaming about having the most perfect life even though she knows it can never happen?

Pre-depressed person


Dear Pre-depressed person

Have faith in her. She may not be perfect, but for you,imperfect soul, she is the best thing that ever happen to you. Be grateful, as pitiful and pathetic as you are, it is your most fortunate that you have someone that is willing to be with you. Destroy any doubt you may have about her, as she is the one treasure that you need to keep and protect as long as you grace the surface of this earth. Cherish her as your life depends on it. Remember, good thing never comes twice, once you have it, never let it go.

Sincere,
Dr Love

Hola!!

wow..i cant believe its been 4 years since i started this?and its been 3 years since my last update!!how quickly time passes by eh?since then ive graduated,become an engineer(really??..whoaa!!) and most importantly got engaged to my babe. When will i get married?Ask my girl lah :).

Back to the arse cause. Well we have won nothing for the past 3 years, we lost most of our invincible team, and currently we are short of experience to mount a serious title challenge for this upcoming season. So do i fancy the team's chance for trophies?Of course I am!!Im a gooner!!I wont put any doubt on the team as long as Mr cesc still here.Lets put it straight..this guy is a legend!!He was superb in Euro 2008 (minus the final) and has carried the team forward for the past couple of years (albeit with some help from Mr Mattheiu 'im joining a club that will be playing in the UEFA cup thus making a step forward in my career' Flamini). All we need is for current players to step up a gear or two (walcott,denilson,vela, nasri Im talking bout u guys) and voila..insya Allah we can be champs again..

Finally the most awaited movie of the year came out last week, and i managed to watch it yesterday. Its 'The Dark Knight' of course!! Forget bout the action sequences..the movie is all bout sending message to the world and the problem currently invades our country. I mean corruption, murder, and the sole person who tries very hard to change everything even though the government will do every inch of their power to portray this guy as the bad guy..is this new?certainly not. The only difference?Batman got wings and super cool gadgets to kick the bad guys up their arse, and Anwar got..ermm..ermm..well..u know what i mean.

Till next time

second best but still came out top!!!

the season is over, and thankfully we've won the fa cup in the worst, most un-arsenal performance ever shown by an arsenal team in a big match, especially from wenger's arsenal.clearly from the start the 4-5-1 formation didnt suit us at all.bergkamp was very poor, though he was played as a main targetman which is very weird as he is known back in holland as the 'shadow striker'.dennis never like the role and he sucks throughout the game and was gladly substituted.fabregas drifted to the middle too much, he didnt give lauren much support in the right wing,and pires was not at his best at all,he's busy trying to contain the runs of fletcher and scholes than making his usual burst forward himself.cole was playing well below his best, noticed how many long balls got over his head and landed straight at rooney?same with lauren though.vieira never got the chance to burst forward as he and gilberto were kept busy by the united midfield.neverhteless, the united cunts failed to score especially their 'van the man' who in that game made khalid jamlus looks world class.

so the season's ended, and the long wait for the start of next season begins.all the major sports will end their 2004/2005 season soon, the serie A and la liga just ended last night, and there's only a month left in the NBA.practically there'll be nothing on tv thats going to atrract sports fans which is gonna be really sucks(unless if you love diving,gymnastic,and the worst one-golf which are shown very very frequently on espn).

back to the arse-cause.the biggest news that came out is the best prodigy after ronaldinho from brazil has admitted he has been contacted by arsenal and would love to play with master henry.guess who?yepp its robinho the 7 stepover kid from santos.it still to be seen weather we can compete with chelsea and real madrid who will pay double of what we can afford to.hope that roman will be hit by 1billion pound debts so he can sell his chelsea and robinho will come to highbury.

what title?

its been long time since been here.thhought that someone would update this shit but unfortunately no one seem to bother.anyway, the season is almost over,the champions league is getting boring every year,the epl is as we know has been the worst ever since 1900.the only excitement comes from the fa cup,bcoz we in the semis of course.

honestly im already looking for next season.it excites me more than this season endings.wonder who will the boss bring in,who will go out keeps me hangin' on the net everyday.the rumours just keep coming.first,the goalkeepers.almost every top keepers available out there is said to be heading towards north london, the names ranged from swedish,portuguese and even espanyol cameroon keeper was mentioned.the likeliest candidate should be the swedish guy though i cant remember the name lah.next, defenders.well ashley 'money-grabber' cole should go to chelsea,and clichy will be our new first choice left back.a new centre back should be in,and greece euro 2004 hero dellas has been mentioned.the sun reported last week that le boss could renew his interest in trablesi, although we already have 3 right backs in hoyte lauren and eboue.i cant see any additions to central midfield, though we could have a problem if reyes go to madrid,which is 90% confirmed, and sir bob wont be any younger either.we may need a left winger and, if the reports a to be believed, wright-philips would be a perfect foil for ljungberg on the right.and yes,we do need another striker, and for me a targetman for the champions league.

thats all for now.the team is doing quite well at the moment.pires finally playing like we know he can, and reyes seem to forget about his off field problems.henry is magnificent as usual and freddie keep banging in the goals for fun.till next time bye

what's left...

its been a while since the last time i've been here.well where to start eh?it has been one hell of a month for le gooners, a bad one to be precise.losing to man yoo,losing to bayern and nearly beaten in the fa cup.So what's left for us?the premiership title is long gone and looks like our european campaign didnt go according to plan either.even the old 'suspension-o-rama' has came back to haunt us lately.it was sad to see our forwards last week vs sheff utd.freddie never look comfortable in that position,and arturo lupoli is not the finished product yet.the match was good for us though,we bossed 2/3 of the pitch, but as expected,the finishing tuch just wasnt there.in the second half that quincy changed the game for us(didnt i tell you hes good b4?) although he still need to work on his final ball more.good control,great skill but when the final touch is needed he just dont know what to do.hes 18, so give him some time and im sure he'll produce some goods.fabregas was outstanding that day and vieira controlled the midfield with flamini alongside him.even almunia was having a great game too,very alert and THAT save in the last minute was just magnificent.as i said it was a good work out for the lads, and i was hoping the boss would stick up with quincy though.hes really looking like a great prospect.

its pompey this saturday.expect some changes from le boss as bayern munich is coming to town next week.if vieira has another cracker like the one against sheff utd last tuesday,theres no problem for us to beat them really, eventhough henry is still a doubt and reyes and bergkamp wont feature for us.van persie's back,so i hope freddie can go back to his right wing position as hes at his best from that area.

thats all for now.got lots of work to do.really LOTS of work.the assignments keep piling up like shits coming out from a badly stomach-ached person.anyway.wish me luck for my final exam guys.hope that we can trash bayern 5-1 as we did inter last yer.till then, bye

bouncing back...

its great to see the way the guys bounced back from what i call 'the darkest day of arsenal season' last week.dont forget villa is a very good outfit,they have one of the best home record b4 the game,losing just two games at villa park.we started off really well,and should've been 4-0 up inside 20 minutes.i sill wonder how did henry miss that sitter from a mere 4 yards out.love to watch our third goal which was a reminder of our performance during the first part of our season.certainly a strong bet for the goal of the season award.edu had a great game as he returned to the first XI,vieira was great,and sanderos showed a lot of promise too.more importantly,despite the fluidness of our passing last night,we showed the grit and determination that won us the title last year.if we can keep up with this standard of play the season may end in a sweet notehopefully.

read a lot bout cole's meeting with chelski offiicials which is pretty fucking boring actually.i had enough with vieira's secret meeting with real,now it looks like cole is following his path.as it came out chelski have offerd cole a basic wage of 75,000 pound per week,better thatn arsenal's 50k per week offer.well cole's a gooner so i dont think he wants to move across the brindge sooner or later.

ok got other stuffs to do.chow

the 'V' factor

theres one word to describe our victory against the magpies last sunday-VIEIRA.out of sudden the immenseness has returned,the long legs tackling again,the commitment that we all expect out of him were shown to all of us in one great performance.im telling u,if not for shay goalkeeping we'd be winning 5-0 easily.the 1-0 scoreling didnt reflect the way the game was played at all.we were dominant,very dominant with vieira and flamini bossing the midfield throughout.

b4 the game the pundits at espn showed the arsenal stats vs bolton which didnt look totally impressive.they were pointed out how vieira didnt perform at that game and that made us lost the game.even shebby said that vieira is not the same as last season(the first time he made sense with his comments really),so i truly expected the same for vieira,and was hoping that fabregas would take over as the midfield maestro for us.then the team selection came out,oh god,fabregas wasnt playing,it was flamini instead.the pair didnt have one good outing as a midfield duo before so i was worried.flamini isnt the type of midfielder that can dictate the team,and vieira isnt doing it this season.in my mind that time i was praying for vieira to return to his old himself,and thank god he did.it was easily the best vieira performance this season,he was the best out there,the best in the world.so fuck all those stats.our captain is back and running again!!!

its real devils part 3 next.the grudge is still there within the players,expect some hot stuff from the game.come on lads!show them we are way better than them!hey anyone out there notice that fergie's copying chelski's formation lately?take a look here..


carrol

neville ferdinand silvestre heinze


fletcher keane scholes


ronaldo rooney

saha

dosnt that look like maurinho's?ferguson will never admit it,but really,it really looks familiar.wonder what chelski's boss'd think bout it...

vieira blues...

so they said the title's chelski to lose,arsenal have lost lit,and man yoo gonna trash us next.well after seeing us beaten by bolton its obvious how they made that conclusion.as usual,against bolton we overplayed when attacking and didnt look too sure on defending.pires was out of sorts again,so was freddie and vieira was poor yet again.it hurts to see vieira standing behind a bolton player while the bolton player jumped and headed the ball to his teammmates.hey vieira is 6 ft tall he surely at least can jump and challenge for the ball cant he?im getting sicker to see him putting his hands on his hips while a 17year old do all the job for him.cesc was not at his best but cofor a 17 year old,hes done more than enough.we all expect vieira to lead by example,he's the one that should be covering cesc everytime he makes mistakes,not the other way around.right now,like i mentioned b4,vieira seems to think that hes a zidane type player,waiting for the ball to come for him and he'll do some magic with it.well actually he sucks at playmaking,he hould concentrate on being an out and out defensive midfileder,the one who chase everyball and pass it to others whos better at doing something with the ball than him.right now hes doing cesc's job,while cesc is carrying the load to chase the ball and tackle plus he also the one who passes the ball to our forward.looking at the match against bolton,theres a couple of times when fabregas got the ball he launched a beutiful 40yard pass to henry.when vieira got the ball,he tried a difficult through ball which easily intercepted by campo.if that aint tellimng u something....

obviously we can now hope chelski will start losing points(which is unthinkabale really) to have any chance of retaining our title.and flamini should start ahead of vieira and ashley cole,campbell or henry be given the captain role.till then bye

kwang kwang kwang...

few intersting news i got.does anyone know bout micheal essien?bet any gooners outthere dont know shit bout him.apparently he was one of the best french youngsters at france,until he decided to play for ghana instead.neverhterless,i saw him play aganst manyoo and he did quite ok though.ermm at 16M hes quite espensive eh?dont know lahh.hope wenger can buy undervalued players like he used to do and not do a chelski by splashing out 20M for a player.he did it last season with reyes,but doing it 2 seasons in a row is really not wenger, plus if we do have that much money, how about giving vieira more wages so he can shut his mouth off this june?

manyoo and chelski cant score last night.wahahaha my brother was so pissed coz his so called 'great devils' which for me are more like 'real devils' spent the whole match in their own half.well arent chelski the one who parked in their own half before?how time has changed everything.at least that made ego maurinho angry.he accused manyoo of playing negative football.hah got back to your face you stupid shit!!

oh no...

so here we are 7 points adrift of chelski after somehow shocking performance against man city..i called it shocking coz after the charlton game i thot we are coming back to 'the arsenal' we used to be..but no...vieira was soooo poor and this came after he was soooo outstanding vs charlton.if only vieira could gain his terrific form again we can catch chelski without any fuss.last saturday stoke gave us a scare especially that premiership reject akinbiyi.he scared the hel out of toure and senderos.nevertherless, we won adn i thot eboue had a good game, cesc was great as usual and van persie had about 10 shots on goal b4 finally scored one.vieira had a better game than man city,not at his best,but much better than he was agains mancity.

we travelled to bolton this weekend.to be honest i really hate them coz their walrus look-alike boss only know to put big(i mean BIG) players against us and looping long balls towards them.thats the only way they score goals actually.its manyoo vs liverpool and chelski vs spurs.till then bye

happy new year..!!!

the weekend went by just like that..another 3points another foolish performance by mike riley..and we end up five pts behind chelski again.we did a man yoo last saturday beating charlton with a 'professional job'.that fucking man yoo has started to play football again lately(they kickboxed before),but somehow they still cant manage to settle giggs' contract turnoil.just give him a two year deal and move

thank god our defence has improved significantly the last few weeks.against charlton i think we were very solid at the back,campbell was imperious as ever adn vieira showed how good he is as an out and out defensive midfilder.bit worried bout ashley though. think he was poor vs newcastle and didnt do any better last saturday either.with clichy on the left ljungberg got lots of responsibilty to be the main man, adn how he respond to that.two escellent goals,especially the second one.bad news for us,campbell got injured and could be out for a couple of weeks.cygan is out,so senderos will step in.erkk....

thats all now.got a bz week ahead.its man city at highbury tomorrow.my prediction?2-0.chow