ANGRY

Im feeling a lil bit unease today for one reason to another. First of all, my blacken heart and soul is emotionally disturbed by the news that should shatter anyone that have stepped their foot on the land of waqafan (yeah its lame, but im talking bout my ex-school KISAS). It may just be a stupid rumour, but it is just crazy to think that someone would ever have the guts to disband the school's core and foundation that have stood out for all this years, through all the massive tides and waves, yeah, it's the BADAR, of course. One thing that have made all us, the KISASIANS, different from other SBP's or even the other SMKAA is the TARBIYAH we received intensively from BADAR. The system is even copied by other school throughout the country. To think that the pioneer of these TARBIYAH system is to be vanished, annihilated, destroyed, burnt to ground by the same school that allowed its own existance is just plain utter bullshit. And if the news is correct, the principal who is responsible of this blatant UMNO-ism is a pure prick, a bastard who should be tortured to death. Hey im not one you would call one of the best 'product' out of the TARBIYAH system, but I am lucky enuff to have the chance to go through it, and honestly, it does make me a better muslim. Imagine, if a dirty soul like mine can be pured by this TARBIYAH system, what can it do to a better soul than mine. Trust me, i've seen people who after a year in TARBIYAH turned out into a super muslim, who obey the GOD and devote themselves totally to the religion. And they even got great grades for their SPM (just to shut up those who think some reliegous people suck at their studies).

In the mist of all this disturbance my fiancee told me she was at Sogo to do some shopping. Well, im not one to be a control freak but she usually told me before she goes out, not after shes already there. Honestly it hurt me a lil, but i can get over it cant i? There are much bigger issues out there than this. But still................