Feeling empty, distraught, dissapointed, fucked up..thats the story of the current Arsenal so far this season. Last night was the same. A decent result u might think, considering Liverpool are top of the league, we were down to 10 man, and Cesc didnt play in the second half. However this agonizing feeling keeps haunting me, torturing me into writing this pointless entry. Why u say? Is it because Im tired of seeing us playing below par again? Or seeing how we lost 2 points due to bad defending again? Or seeing players who are fucking obviously out of their depth representing my beloved Arsenal again? Or seeing another player out injured again? AGAIN? The horror is this type of performance has become more and more typical of Arsenal this season. The old posession dominating, intricate passing, triangle movement of the Arsenal that i used to admire are sailing further and further away from my sight. I tried to console myself by stuffing loads of excuses just to ease up my distraught feeling. Rebuilding season? Checked. Young players? Checked. Inexperienced? Checked.Bad finishing? Checked? Unfortunate decisions? Checked. Still, the pain lingers.
As a momento to the Barclays English Premier League 2008/09 season Arsenal are having so far, here I listed the worst players that have ever played for Arsenal. Be informed that these crop of shits are the craps that I knew from my time supporting Arsenal, which by the way started on 1997. Dont grudge me please. This is just a distressed Arse-fan humble view of the only club he ever supported..
GK - Manuel Almunia. Compare him to our former first choice goalie, Seaman and Lehman. Even Manninger. This guy fucked up big time. Poor decisions, poor communications, and school boy errors are all common for him.
RB - Nelson Vivas. Nobody remembers him. The worst number 7 i have ever seen. I couldnt come out with any of his contribution at all.
LB - Giovanni Van Bronchrost. Hes done well at Barca, Ill take that. But, he couldnt play with Vieira, worse than Cashley at left back, and injury prone. The original Rosicky. And he even have the guts to put GIO on his back at Barca like a superstar, which he is obviously not.
CB - Igor Stepanovs. If u can find the video of Arsenal 6-1 loss to Man U few years back, watch in horror. The worst centre back ever.
CB - Pascal Cygan. How we can sell this guy for 2Million quid to Villareal is still a mystery for me. Wenger even tried him at left back, which is worse.
RM - Emmanuel Eboue. I like hime when he started at RB. But as a wide man..totally out of his depth. Cant cross, afraid to tackle, hesitant to take on people, and has the worst shot ever bar none. Plus the usual diving and acting. If u want to do it, do it properly. See Ronaldo does it and learn.
LW - Jose Antonio Reyes. Dont get me wrong, this guy got talent. The world seems to be his oyster. He got great shot in him, very quick, can go past people, makes great run into space, work his ass off every game, a great prospect. But he was also weak, homesick, stupid (he stopped learning English coz hes too dumb to learn it FYI), easily intimidated and cant play after October (its too cold in England after that apparently. D'oh). The only player that Wenger admitted to regret selling, for not fulfilling his potential.
CM - Alex Song. What can i say bout his fella? The only youngster who leapfrogged the Carling Cup syllabus. Nothing special at all. Feel angry just by writing bout him. Next please.
CM - Abou Diaby. Hes been at Arsenal for 4 years now, but still cant work out the best position for himself. Likes to hog the ball too much, likes to make difficult passes instead of the simple ones, afraid to put his foot in, plus incredibly poor timing in his tackling.
FWD - Francis Jeffers. I rate him as same as Stepanovs. The worst striker ever donned the no 9 shirt. Luckily Wenger realized his mistake and shipped him out quickly.
FWD - Kaba Diawara. Contribute nothing. Even Bergkamp looks dissilussioned when playing alongside him
There are others who are very close on joining the list, but for them I reserve some time to prove all the fans wrong. Yep, Im talking to you Nikki B. To sum it all up, 4 from the above list are current Arsenal players, which say it all about the current state of our team. Im tempted to make a list of the best that have played for Arsenal just to compare them with the worse 11 above, but ill save that for later. Till then, ciao
Monday, December 22, 2008
Monday, December 01, 2008
Be grateful, as Allah shall repay those who does
So after one hectic day yesterday, finally it all came good in the most probable way. Well i started off the day by taking my family to breakfast, then went to the clinic to pick up my medicine, then helping my mother readying lunch, then play NBA 2K9, then went to pick up my fiancee, watched movies, getting new NBA live 2009, dinner and finally..finally..watching my beloved gunners stuffed out Chelsea.At their own turf. With an offside goal to boot. Hahaha..i woke up today with a big grin on my face, just like a guy who just had sex (i did though :) ). Still couldnt believe what have happened last night :).
The world around me is shining..i feel like someone who saw light after being buried alive..its like a new beginning. Who thought it would ever end like this? After two distrought weeks that seems like going on forever..after painful news reading day after day..after tinkering about abandoning football forever..after enduring slagging after slagging..banter after banter..its finally come into this. How the world has come around. Ive been catapulted from the lowest of the wheel of life into the almost highest. Thank you GOD. It is really fruitful to be persistent isnt it?
Eventhough our job sucks..eventhough we dont get as much salary as we wanted..eventhough u think that u deserved more than what u are getting presently..eventhough ur favourite team have been shite lately..keep ur head down and stuck with it. Think about others who have have to endure more than u. Think about others who try to survive their life by earning half than u currently earn. Think about those who would be extremely happy to be what u are right now. Its never good to complain. Heck it would make u miserable if u keep complaining, whining about everything that occured in ur life. Never regret any decision that u have made, as every bad decision leads to new experience to not making the same mistake again. Remember that Allah is watching, and HE will forever have the final say on what would happen in ur life. The ones who keep trying, working hard, take everything on their stride and just keep striving for better fortunes shall receive gratuity from HIM. So honey, be patient and just keep on working hard. I know u are stronger than what u think :)
-happy again-
The world around me is shining..i feel like someone who saw light after being buried alive..its like a new beginning. Who thought it would ever end like this? After two distrought weeks that seems like going on forever..after painful news reading day after day..after tinkering about abandoning football forever..after enduring slagging after slagging..banter after banter..its finally come into this. How the world has come around. Ive been catapulted from the lowest of the wheel of life into the almost highest. Thank you GOD. It is really fruitful to be persistent isnt it?
Eventhough our job sucks..eventhough we dont get as much salary as we wanted..eventhough u think that u deserved more than what u are getting presently..eventhough ur favourite team have been shite lately..keep ur head down and stuck with it. Think about others who have have to endure more than u. Think about others who try to survive their life by earning half than u currently earn. Think about those who would be extremely happy to be what u are right now. Its never good to complain. Heck it would make u miserable if u keep complaining, whining about everything that occured in ur life. Never regret any decision that u have made, as every bad decision leads to new experience to not making the same mistake again. Remember that Allah is watching, and HE will forever have the final say on what would happen in ur life. The ones who keep trying, working hard, take everything on their stride and just keep striving for better fortunes shall receive gratuity from HIM. So honey, be patient and just keep on working hard. I know u are stronger than what u think :)
-happy again-
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
A new era!!
Yeahh!!Fabregas is captain!!Yehhhh!!Now get ur ass up and start performing already!!U have been shite all this year!!!
Its the best decision ever made by the boss!!Love it!
Its the best decision ever made by the boss!!Love it!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Responsibility
Its a big word isnt it? Most of us are afraid of it. Even myself. For me, humans need responsibility more than it needs them. Why u say? Without responsibility, we humans shall live in chaos, as we can do anything the world would let us do without any concern what so ever. Imagine, a man, not married, dont have a family, dont believe in god, dont have a job. How is he going to spend his daily life with? Well, he can rrob a bank may be as hes got no family to worry bout him, no family to take care of, no god's judgement to attend to, and he has absolutely no responsibility to anyone at all. Or maybe he can kill someone. Or kick my balls. he doesnt care at all. Could u imagine a man who is a devoted muslim, with a family to tak care, do such things? No sir.
What im trying to say here is i also need responsibility. I want to become a better man. a better muslim. I dont think i have enuff things on my back to force me into becoming what i want to become. right now i have responsibility to Allah, to my parents and to myself. Sadly, its not enuff for me. I need more. I need someone who is there to push me on everyday. I dont just need it. I want it. I want to be more responsible on more things. The thing is, people kept asking me why am i so hell bent on getting married as early as next year. For those buggers heres my answer. Im tired of being what i am right now. Im tired of pursuing 70% of my life for the pleasure of this part of life. i want to start focussing more on my after life. Thats why i need marriage. Marriage gives me more responsibility. responsibily shall help me turning my life around. And when u found someone who is THE ONE, why wait?
To cap it all off, heres a list of what i want to do for the rest of my life.
1. Be a devout MUSLIM.By this i mean to practice solat jemaah and read Quran regulary.
And to try to fulfill the old KISAS motto "Fastaqim Kama Umirta"
2. Make HER happy
3. Make my family happy
4. Take a good care of my mother.and my brothers.and my father
5. Never stop supporting Arsenal Football Club :)
I SWEAR BY THE NAME OF ALLAH ALL THE ABOVE ARE TRUE AND STRAIGHT FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HART. PLEASE GOD, HELP ME. WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING.
What im trying to say here is i also need responsibility. I want to become a better man. a better muslim. I dont think i have enuff things on my back to force me into becoming what i want to become. right now i have responsibility to Allah, to my parents and to myself. Sadly, its not enuff for me. I need more. I need someone who is there to push me on everyday. I dont just need it. I want it. I want to be more responsible on more things. The thing is, people kept asking me why am i so hell bent on getting married as early as next year. For those buggers heres my answer. Im tired of being what i am right now. Im tired of pursuing 70% of my life for the pleasure of this part of life. i want to start focussing more on my after life. Thats why i need marriage. Marriage gives me more responsibility. responsibily shall help me turning my life around. And when u found someone who is THE ONE, why wait?
To cap it all off, heres a list of what i want to do for the rest of my life.
1. Be a devout MUSLIM.By this i mean to practice solat jemaah and read Quran regulary.
And to try to fulfill the old KISAS motto "Fastaqim Kama Umirta"
2. Make HER happy
3. Make my family happy
4. Take a good care of my mother.and my brothers.and my father
5. Never stop supporting Arsenal Football Club :)
I SWEAR BY THE NAME OF ALLAH ALL THE ABOVE ARE TRUE AND STRAIGHT FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HART. PLEASE GOD, HELP ME. WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING.
Getting a good riddance..
I care about Arsenal a lot. For me arsenal football club represent myself personally..rough, hardworking,flair and win. Nothing gives me more pleasure then spending my weekend nights at nearby mapley chearing for my team eventhough they never give anything back to me. and they dont even know my existance in this part of the world. well its a thing call devotion that have created a unique bond between men and such objects. humans can be devoted to anything.let it be cats, dogs, cars, trees, dicks, pussies, bitches, whores.ANYTHING. Its the purpose of the devotion that matters.Ahhhh..what the hell i am mumbling about this early..damn..
Arsenal sucks.nuff said.no guts.no determination.I mentioned b4 that they represent myself personally, but curiousity and doubt have started to creep into my soul after yet another shambolic, no-ball performance. In my recent post i blamed a lot on wenger. sorry sir, it seems that u are the least of the problem. What can u do if ur team shows no desire to win?when the going gets tough, and ur players shirk away from the challenge?when ur so called best player was outshined by a player once rejected by our own manager? it hurts man..really..its the first time for a long time that i turned off the tv 20 minutes before the game ended..totally pissed off. if u think that the fans do not care, u are wrong. we accept that we cant win every game. but we expect fight and desire every game. we cannot afford to drop points like shitting birds anymore. If only the team can show so much care as the fans do...
Got a lot of thigs to get rid of my mind..shall continue later
p/s : i was wrong about Nikki B. I wish i can put a gun against his back hole and pull my trigger. Just to make him work a liitle bit of his sweats off.
- Written on Sunday, 16th November 2008. Posted on Tuesday, 18th November 2008 -
Arsenal sucks.nuff said.no guts.no determination.I mentioned b4 that they represent myself personally, but curiousity and doubt have started to creep into my soul after yet another shambolic, no-ball performance. In my recent post i blamed a lot on wenger. sorry sir, it seems that u are the least of the problem. What can u do if ur team shows no desire to win?when the going gets tough, and ur players shirk away from the challenge?when ur so called best player was outshined by a player once rejected by our own manager? it hurts man..really..its the first time for a long time that i turned off the tv 20 minutes before the game ended..totally pissed off. if u think that the fans do not care, u are wrong. we accept that we cant win every game. but we expect fight and desire every game. we cannot afford to drop points like shitting birds anymore. If only the team can show so much care as the fans do...
Got a lot of thigs to get rid of my mind..shall continue later
p/s : i was wrong about Nikki B. I wish i can put a gun against his back hole and pull my trigger. Just to make him work a liitle bit of his sweats off.
- Written on Sunday, 16th November 2008. Posted on Tuesday, 18th November 2008 -
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Ten things for the manager to consider(obviously)
Dear Mr Wenger,
We the arsenal fans are very dissapointed with the team shambolic performance recently. We were close to tears seeing how spineless our team were. My state team can show more balls than what our team had shown recently. As a measure to reduce the sufferings of our souls, here are some suggestions that might improve our team fortunes. Pleas note that some of these suggestions are so obvious for all to see. Except for u of course.And I will try my best not to use too many vulgar words as one angry man would have.
1. First and foremost. Please stop ur stupid rotation thinggy. Never change our wingers with central midfielders. Ever heard of the term WITDH in football? Well every team need that to win games. And also dont replace a right back with a one paced, i-dont-have-a-clue-who-am-i-suppose-to-mark central midfielder.
2. Never show any respect to any small teams. If the team play a physical type of game, we dont have to change our tactics to counter them. Just keep our fabregas-wingers formation intact. No need to change our little wingers with bigger central midfielders. If u think our wingers are not big or strong physically enough, toughen them up. See Joe Cole at Chelsea. Or Ronaldo at ManU.
3. Everyone in this planet they call earth can see that our defenders cant win headers. Even u admitted it urself during the summer. The u sent Senderos to Milan. Nice
4. U have turned Eboue into a O'shea type of utility man. He can play right wing, central midfield and right back. Wake up. Hes a right back and should be a back up for Sagna. Please revisit the videos of our 2007 champions league final run. Check who played right back. Not Song obviously.
5. Gallas cannot be the team captain anymore. Clichy deserves it more than any player in any team to be a team captain. If the Birmingham incident is not enough, to be caught smoking out from a night club sure does it. Oh wait, hes still got he arm band. Guess he needs to do something like killing his own team mate to get it stripped away from him.
6. If a team loses 2 of their main players, thay will go all out to find a replacement. I have no problem with Nasri, but to replace Flamini with Denilson is just not good enough. Imagine will Liverpool replace Alonso/Macherrano with Lucas permanently if either of them got sold? Will Chelsea thrust Miniero into the first eleven if somehow Obi Mikel is fed up being turned into the next Makelele after being labeled as a creative attacking midfield and leave? The thing is there is a player that is just good enough to be a squad player, and the sad truth is Denilson is no more than a backup for Fabregas. He can do only half what Fabregas does and half what Flamini/Gilberto does. And to think that central midifeld area is the most important area to win games just made the whole situation more fucked up that it already is. U have to buy an extablished defensive midfielders soon or we are totally doomed for this season at least.
7. Adebayor is a fucking cunt. Drop him. We the arsenal fans hate the way he carried himself on the pitch. The guy is so full of himself. Have u noticed that he never celebrate his goals with his teammates? All he does is goin to the fans while doing thebadge kissing/chest thumping ritual. Never once he go the his teammates who worked their ass off to pass the ball to him so he can get his regular tap in goals. I realized hes the best targetman we got at club now but try give Bendtner more first team start and we shall see the outcome.
8. Everyone can see that ur youth policy doesnt bear fruits anymore. Scrap it and go buy some experience stars now. And stop paying these kids such ridiulous amount of money. Theyll become so arrogant that they gonna ask more or theyll leave.
9. Sign a defensive coach please. A Martin Keown perhaps?
10. We all think that u may have lost the plot. U better wake up soon from u great invincible dream. If not u better resign.
Please take actions reagarding the above matters. Thank u
We the arsenal fans are very dissapointed with the team shambolic performance recently. We were close to tears seeing how spineless our team were. My state team can show more balls than what our team had shown recently. As a measure to reduce the sufferings of our souls, here are some suggestions that might improve our team fortunes. Pleas note that some of these suggestions are so obvious for all to see. Except for u of course.And I will try my best not to use too many vulgar words as one angry man would have.
1. First and foremost. Please stop ur stupid rotation thinggy. Never change our wingers with central midfielders. Ever heard of the term WITDH in football? Well every team need that to win games. And also dont replace a right back with a one paced, i-dont-have-a-clue-who-am-i-suppose-to-mark central midfielder.
2. Never show any respect to any small teams. If the team play a physical type of game, we dont have to change our tactics to counter them. Just keep our fabregas-wingers formation intact. No need to change our little wingers with bigger central midfielders. If u think our wingers are not big or strong physically enough, toughen them up. See Joe Cole at Chelsea. Or Ronaldo at ManU.
3. Everyone in this planet they call earth can see that our defenders cant win headers. Even u admitted it urself during the summer. The u sent Senderos to Milan. Nice
4. U have turned Eboue into a O'shea type of utility man. He can play right wing, central midfield and right back. Wake up. Hes a right back and should be a back up for Sagna. Please revisit the videos of our 2007 champions league final run. Check who played right back. Not Song obviously.
5. Gallas cannot be the team captain anymore. Clichy deserves it more than any player in any team to be a team captain. If the Birmingham incident is not enough, to be caught smoking out from a night club sure does it. Oh wait, hes still got he arm band. Guess he needs to do something like killing his own team mate to get it stripped away from him.
6. If a team loses 2 of their main players, thay will go all out to find a replacement. I have no problem with Nasri, but to replace Flamini with Denilson is just not good enough. Imagine will Liverpool replace Alonso/Macherrano with Lucas permanently if either of them got sold? Will Chelsea thrust Miniero into the first eleven if somehow Obi Mikel is fed up being turned into the next Makelele after being labeled as a creative attacking midfield and leave? The thing is there is a player that is just good enough to be a squad player, and the sad truth is Denilson is no more than a backup for Fabregas. He can do only half what Fabregas does and half what Flamini/Gilberto does. And to think that central midifeld area is the most important area to win games just made the whole situation more fucked up that it already is. U have to buy an extablished defensive midfielders soon or we are totally doomed for this season at least.
7. Adebayor is a fucking cunt. Drop him. We the arsenal fans hate the way he carried himself on the pitch. The guy is so full of himself. Have u noticed that he never celebrate his goals with his teammates? All he does is goin to the fans while doing thebadge kissing/chest thumping ritual. Never once he go the his teammates who worked their ass off to pass the ball to him so he can get his regular tap in goals. I realized hes the best targetman we got at club now but try give Bendtner more first team start and we shall see the outcome.
8. Everyone can see that ur youth policy doesnt bear fruits anymore. Scrap it and go buy some experience stars now. And stop paying these kids such ridiulous amount of money. Theyll become so arrogant that they gonna ask more or theyll leave.
9. Sign a defensive coach please. A Martin Keown perhaps?
10. We all think that u may have lost the plot. U better wake up soon from u great invincible dream. If not u better resign.
Please take actions reagarding the above matters. Thank u
Thursday, October 30, 2008
urghh..its hurt..
u r 4-3 up in the most heated match ur life could ever imagine of..there were 2 minutes left on the clock..the fans are singing taunting the opposition for their inevitable loss..so what would u do?
if u are a bunch of immature bastards who really want to humiliate the opposition to a bigger winning margin u would look for the killer risky intricate through passes to add up to ur team goal tally.nothing satisfy u more than to crush ur opponents hope of a miraculous comeback by killing off their chance once and for all. oh did i mention that the opponents just scored their 3rd goal minutes before? sure, the opponents were fired up from that goal, and were going all out for the equailzer. but, for u stupid dumb immature piece of bullcraps, u think that u r supremely superior that u can simply neglect the opponents intention, by looking for the 5th goal. yeah, u would definitely do that
but, if u are a group of professional who realized that 3 points are more important than any winning margin, u would hold the ball up, go to the corner flag, try to kill time by any means necessary. u would force fouls from the opponent.u would ask ur big ugly targetman to attack their little fullback.u would put 9 men behing the ball.u would do what a EUROPEAN CHAMPION, a multi medal PREMIER LEAGUE CHAMPION, a countless of CUP CHAMPION, a future WORLD PLAYER OF THE YEAR would normally do. and finally, ur team captain would take responsibility by reminding everyone to keep their focus and see off the game. u would do that wouldnt u?
oh wait..i forgot.eventhough u got a european champion, lots of former premier league champions and champions league finalists all on ur ranks, u still act like a bunch of immatures, stupid, dumbasses, that are soooooooo fucked up u cant even see the bigger things up stake. for u, the most imporant thing is to show everyone that u are the most supremely tehcnically gifted team of the country. u think that winning by 3 goal margin is better than losing. ur minds are so fucked up from all the praises hyped on u. u should realize now that u guys are just a bunch of arrogant bastards that will never achieve anything ever in ur career. fuck u all.fuck.fuck fuck.
Its Thursday 30th October 2008. this is the day i was totally disgusted with Arsenal Football Club. I lost hope. I lost my pride of being ur fan. I lost my believe that we can still get something out of the already dissapointing season so far. Enjoy the Bentley dance guys. Just dont copy that if u win 10-0 the next game.Then i swear ill support Hull City instead. At least they wear the colour of my country.
if u are a bunch of immature bastards who really want to humiliate the opposition to a bigger winning margin u would look for the killer risky intricate through passes to add up to ur team goal tally.nothing satisfy u more than to crush ur opponents hope of a miraculous comeback by killing off their chance once and for all. oh did i mention that the opponents just scored their 3rd goal minutes before? sure, the opponents were fired up from that goal, and were going all out for the equailzer. but, for u stupid dumb immature piece of bullcraps, u think that u r supremely superior that u can simply neglect the opponents intention, by looking for the 5th goal. yeah, u would definitely do that
but, if u are a group of professional who realized that 3 points are more important than any winning margin, u would hold the ball up, go to the corner flag, try to kill time by any means necessary. u would force fouls from the opponent.u would ask ur big ugly targetman to attack their little fullback.u would put 9 men behing the ball.u would do what a EUROPEAN CHAMPION, a multi medal PREMIER LEAGUE CHAMPION, a countless of CUP CHAMPION, a future WORLD PLAYER OF THE YEAR would normally do. and finally, ur team captain would take responsibility by reminding everyone to keep their focus and see off the game. u would do that wouldnt u?
oh wait..i forgot.eventhough u got a european champion, lots of former premier league champions and champions league finalists all on ur ranks, u still act like a bunch of immatures, stupid, dumbasses, that are soooooooo fucked up u cant even see the bigger things up stake. for u, the most imporant thing is to show everyone that u are the most supremely tehcnically gifted team of the country. u think that winning by 3 goal margin is better than losing. ur minds are so fucked up from all the praises hyped on u. u should realize now that u guys are just a bunch of arrogant bastards that will never achieve anything ever in ur career. fuck u all.fuck.fuck fuck.
Its Thursday 30th October 2008. this is the day i was totally disgusted with Arsenal Football Club. I lost hope. I lost my pride of being ur fan. I lost my believe that we can still get something out of the already dissapointing season so far. Enjoy the Bentley dance guys. Just dont copy that if u win 10-0 the next game.Then i swear ill support Hull City instead. At least they wear the colour of my country.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
A truly depressing wedding
Imagine this..u were planning about catching a movie with ur partner for the day..u went back earlier than usual so u can spend the day with her..suddenly u received a call by ur close friend that u r invited to her wedding the same day..and the wedding place is 300km away.what would u do?
well im a sucker for wedding invitation so i decided to go. well honestly i wasnt really that eager to go there at first, but then i thot wut the fuck, just go lah. its not everyday u see ur friend got married. plus, two of my closest friendst from my day at KISAS will be there too! so, me and my fiancee, with our increasingly decreasing thickness of greens, set out for a trip to rengit, johor. all plans decided in a mere hour.nice
the thing that really hit me was how much do i missed hanging out with my kisas friends. on previous saturday another kisas friend dropped by and we spent 5 hours chatting and catching up at nearby mapley. and then at rengit i met kerel, naser, syake and all those ex-kisasians. some of them are married, some still looking and some are secretly engaged in those lovey-dovey relationship. it made me realized i was so caught up in my own world that i forget how much i missed hanging out with people that personified honesty through all of their doings. no cursing, no bad words, and the best thing is there was never 'i-work-at-a-better-place-than-u but-im-not-telling-u-where' attitude. its the honestly and humbleness among friends that just made u feel warm and grateful. during my journey home i was a lil' depressed coz it just concurred in my mind that i may never ever met these kind of people in my whole life time again.seriously, my life is surrounded with people with fake smiles, fake laugh, and all of those bitching and whining about everything. cant we just accept whatever that fall upon us and just get on with it?why must we stress ourself for something that is so obvious that they are not meant for us?
Be grateful.Be humble.Take everything that ALLAH has given u on ur stride and get on with it. Pray hard,work hard, and u'll be successful. ALLAH knows whats best for u. HE never break HIS promises. Believe in ALLAH always.
Ciao
well im a sucker for wedding invitation so i decided to go. well honestly i wasnt really that eager to go there at first, but then i thot wut the fuck, just go lah. its not everyday u see ur friend got married. plus, two of my closest friendst from my day at KISAS will be there too! so, me and my fiancee, with our increasingly decreasing thickness of greens, set out for a trip to rengit, johor. all plans decided in a mere hour.nice
the thing that really hit me was how much do i missed hanging out with my kisas friends. on previous saturday another kisas friend dropped by and we spent 5 hours chatting and catching up at nearby mapley. and then at rengit i met kerel, naser, syake and all those ex-kisasians. some of them are married, some still looking and some are secretly engaged in those lovey-dovey relationship. it made me realized i was so caught up in my own world that i forget how much i missed hanging out with people that personified honesty through all of their doings. no cursing, no bad words, and the best thing is there was never 'i-work-at-a-better-place-than-u but-im-not-telling-u-where' attitude. its the honestly and humbleness among friends that just made u feel warm and grateful. during my journey home i was a lil' depressed coz it just concurred in my mind that i may never ever met these kind of people in my whole life time again.seriously, my life is surrounded with people with fake smiles, fake laugh, and all of those bitching and whining about everything. cant we just accept whatever that fall upon us and just get on with it?why must we stress ourself for something that is so obvious that they are not meant for us?
Be grateful.Be humble.Take everything that ALLAH has given u on ur stride and get on with it. Pray hard,work hard, and u'll be successful. ALLAH knows whats best for u. HE never break HIS promises. Believe in ALLAH always.
Ciao
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Getting older!!
IM OLD!!!why?coz today im officially an uncle!!my brother juz had his first child this noon and guess what??its another boy!!damn..poor mama..shes got 5 devils now shes gonna have another little devil in the house.guess its juz her luck eh?anyway she called me juz now and she sounds very happy indeed.she juz loves babies u know.for my brother ayis and kak azrin..big congratz to y'all!!make sure ur child turn out like me eh? :)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ANGRY
Im feeling a lil bit unease today for one reason to another. First of all, my blacken heart and soul is emotionally disturbed by the news that should shatter anyone that have stepped their foot on the land of waqafan (yeah its lame, but im talking bout my ex-school KISAS). It may just be a stupid rumour, but it is just crazy to think that someone would ever have the guts to disband the school's core and foundation that have stood out for all this years, through all the massive tides and waves, yeah, it's the BADAR, of course. One thing that have made all us, the KISASIANS, different from other SBP's or even the other SMKAA is the TARBIYAH we received intensively from BADAR. The system is even copied by other school throughout the country. To think that the pioneer of these TARBIYAH system is to be vanished, annihilated, destroyed, burnt to ground by the same school that allowed its own existance is just plain utter bullshit. And if the news is correct, the principal who is responsible of this blatant UMNO-ism is a pure prick, a bastard who should be tortured to death. Hey im not one you would call one of the best 'product' out of the TARBIYAH system, but I am lucky enuff to have the chance to go through it, and honestly, it does make me a better muslim. Imagine, if a dirty soul like mine can be pured by this TARBIYAH system, what can it do to a better soul than mine. Trust me, i've seen people who after a year in TARBIYAH turned out into a super muslim, who obey the GOD and devote themselves totally to the religion. And they even got great grades for their SPM (just to shut up those who think some reliegous people suck at their studies).
In the mist of all this disturbance my fiancee told me she was at Sogo to do some shopping. Well, im not one to be a control freak but she usually told me before she goes out, not after shes already there. Honestly it hurt me a lil, but i can get over it cant i? There are much bigger issues out there than this. But still................
In the mist of all this disturbance my fiancee told me she was at Sogo to do some shopping. Well, im not one to be a control freak but she usually told me before she goes out, not after shes already there. Honestly it hurt me a lil, but i can get over it cant i? There are much bigger issues out there than this. But still................
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Just a lil' sumthing..
Dear Dr. Love,
Is it worth it?To spend most of our time reminiscing bout our love?To plan and plan and plan bout how are we going to please and care her as best as we could?To give her the most attention like our whole world circling around her?To erase any doubt whether if she is perfect for us even though we know that we cannot abandon our love to her?Is she really worth it?
If the HER we are talking about is the one that tied us on her with ropes that cannot be broken. the HER that never put any doubt bout the destination of our love, the HER that stood by me when the tides were rough, the HER that prioritizes our love as nothing else matters?
Or, the HER that keep gold-digging our wallet, the HER that does not realize that she is stronger that she think she is, the HER that keep dreaming about having the most perfect life even though she knows it can never happen?
Pre-depressed person
Dear Pre-depressed person
Have faith in her. She may not be perfect, but for you,imperfect soul, she is the best thing that ever happen to you. Be grateful, as pitiful and pathetic as you are, it is your most fortunate that you have someone that is willing to be with you. Destroy any doubt you may have about her, as she is the one treasure that you need to keep and protect as long as you grace the surface of this earth. Cherish her as your life depends on it. Remember, good thing never comes twice, once you have it, never let it go.
Sincere,
Dr Love
Is it worth it?To spend most of our time reminiscing bout our love?To plan and plan and plan bout how are we going to please and care her as best as we could?To give her the most attention like our whole world circling around her?To erase any doubt whether if she is perfect for us even though we know that we cannot abandon our love to her?Is she really worth it?
If the HER we are talking about is the one that tied us on her with ropes that cannot be broken. the HER that never put any doubt bout the destination of our love, the HER that stood by me when the tides were rough, the HER that prioritizes our love as nothing else matters?
Or, the HER that keep gold-digging our wallet, the HER that does not realize that she is stronger that she think she is, the HER that keep dreaming about having the most perfect life even though she knows it can never happen?
Pre-depressed person
Dear Pre-depressed person
Have faith in her. She may not be perfect, but for you,imperfect soul, she is the best thing that ever happen to you. Be grateful, as pitiful and pathetic as you are, it is your most fortunate that you have someone that is willing to be with you. Destroy any doubt you may have about her, as she is the one treasure that you need to keep and protect as long as you grace the surface of this earth. Cherish her as your life depends on it. Remember, good thing never comes twice, once you have it, never let it go.
Sincere,
Dr Love
Monday, July 21, 2008
Hola!!
wow..i cant believe its been 4 years since i started this?and its been 3 years since my last update!!how quickly time passes by eh?since then ive graduated,become an engineer(really??..whoaa!!) and most importantly got engaged to my babe. When will i get married?Ask my girl lah :).
Back to the arse cause. Well we have won nothing for the past 3 years, we lost most of our invincible team, and currently we are short of experience to mount a serious title challenge for this upcoming season. So do i fancy the team's chance for trophies?Of course I am!!Im a gooner!!I wont put any doubt on the team as long as Mr cesc still here.Lets put it straight..this guy is a legend!!He was superb in Euro 2008 (minus the final) and has carried the team forward for the past couple of years (albeit with some help from Mr Mattheiu 'im joining a club that will be playing in the UEFA cup thus making a step forward in my career' Flamini). All we need is for current players to step up a gear or two (walcott,denilson,vela, nasri Im talking bout u guys) and voila..insya Allah we can be champs again..
Finally the most awaited movie of the year came out last week, and i managed to watch it yesterday. Its 'The Dark Knight' of course!! Forget bout the action sequences..the movie is all bout sending message to the world and the problem currently invades our country. I mean corruption, murder, and the sole person who tries very hard to change everything even though the government will do every inch of their power to portray this guy as the bad guy..is this new?certainly not. The only difference?Batman got wings and super cool gadgets to kick the bad guys up their arse, and Anwar got..ermm..ermm..well..u know what i mean.
Till next time
Back to the arse cause. Well we have won nothing for the past 3 years, we lost most of our invincible team, and currently we are short of experience to mount a serious title challenge for this upcoming season. So do i fancy the team's chance for trophies?Of course I am!!Im a gooner!!I wont put any doubt on the team as long as Mr cesc still here.Lets put it straight..this guy is a legend!!He was superb in Euro 2008 (minus the final) and has carried the team forward for the past couple of years (albeit with some help from Mr Mattheiu 'im joining a club that will be playing in the UEFA cup thus making a step forward in my career' Flamini). All we need is for current players to step up a gear or two (walcott,denilson,vela, nasri Im talking bout u guys) and voila..insya Allah we can be champs again..
Finally the most awaited movie of the year came out last week, and i managed to watch it yesterday. Its 'The Dark Knight' of course!! Forget bout the action sequences..the movie is all bout sending message to the world and the problem currently invades our country. I mean corruption, murder, and the sole person who tries very hard to change everything even though the government will do every inch of their power to portray this guy as the bad guy..is this new?certainly not. The only difference?Batman got wings and super cool gadgets to kick the bad guys up their arse, and Anwar got..ermm..ermm..well..u know what i mean.
Till next time
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