Dear GOD..please give me strength to get through it all..please..

Happy Gomoing!!

Well it was truly the most energy-sapping 3 hours of my life. Eventhough the game was played at a level where Arsenal school boys would be ashamed of, I was totally proud by the effort of all the Selangor players. They worked their socks off, chased for every ball and produced quality when it matters most, although the 'quality' was never at the level that we used to see in other leagues.

Kudos though to both sets of fans who for me, made the game absolutely marvellous. You have to be there to feel it. The singing (by the way, other than 'gomo kelate gomo', the kelantanese were clueless), the chanting and also not to forget the ranting and provocating ( I love 'referee bodoh' and 'kesian die'- hillarious) really kept the atmosphere alive. Unfortunately, the level of football was really killing me. If not for the fans, the game would be a complete snore fest. As an avid football follower as I am, I was totally astonished at the ineptness of the Malaysian players. How can they call themselves professional players when they cant even trap the ball properly is beyond me. At one stage of the match, the ball kept bouncing endlessly without anyone able to take control of it. By the end of the normal time, I was ready to pack my bags and go home. However due to the strong Selangorness (is that even a word?) in me, I decided to fight trough the football pain show and stay until the end of extra time and all the way to penalties, where my home team came out on top ingloriously (you have to attend the game to understand it).

Whoever say that we, the fans, do not support local football can go and eat my stinking shoes. You have to understand the fans needs. We want crisp passing. We want under the bar shooting. We want proper tackling. We want quality. If the quality served to us was as bad as it was tonight, do you expect the fans will come flocking to the stadium? If the game tonight was not a final cup game, I wont dare stepping my foot inside the stadium. I wonder how some of the hardcore fans able to keep up with this. They must be the most passionate type of fans ever existed in the history of football.

To the gendang brothers, I salute you all.
To all the fans attended the game tonight, I take my hat off and salute you all.
To the Malaysian football players, buck up. We fans dont deserve this torture.

Congratulation to Selangor FC. The worthy winners of 2009 Malaysian FA Cup.
All together now.."Inilah barisan kita..yang ikhlas berjuang..siap sedia berkorban....SELANGOR!!SELANGOR!!SELANGOR!!"

O dear sun..please do shine again..

This has been the roughest patch I have ever encountered in my life. Its harder than everything that I have gone through before. It is like being dumped into a deep hole and suffocated to near death. At a time when stability counts for everything, I somehow trembled into one hell of a mess. I want to see the light please. Someone please show me the light. The darkness has smothered me entirely. Im suffocating. I am reaching out to anyone who can guide me. Please...

Im trying to conjure up all my energy to dig myself out of this mess. I shall continue fighting. I am destroying the word LOSE in my life vocab. I shall WIN. You cannot defeat me. I am tough!! You hear that!! I am fucking tough!! Come and get me if you dare!! I shall beat you down!! HUARGHHH!!!!!!

When the going gets tough??

Fuck Satyam. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. To anyone who are kind enough to read all my entries, please advise any of your friends/relatives to stay away from SATYAM COMPUTER SERVICES LTD. The management sucks, the HR sucks and they are officially the most fucked up company you ever gonna heard of. Stay away.

p/s : Fuck off Anirudh. Fuck you Rosnin. And most of all..FUCK YOU MANOHAR REDDY KONA. Dont think I cant see the evil and dirtiness behind those ugly smiles.

Arghhh!!!

Im fucking nervous. Must sharpen up all those learnings. Must re-remember the important stuff. One minor simple mistake would be hazardous. Help me..

Theres always a way

Yeah..we encounter numerous problems every now and then. Experience shall teach us ways to face them, whether we decide upon ourselves to handle them heads on or to detour around them and hope for the best. We might disgrace ourselves by crying our way out of the mudhole. We might idle our way out of trouble. The truth of the matter is no matter how difficult and hard the problems are the best way is to stand firm and let them hit you. Dont worry if the hit sends you flying 100 yards away. Dont worry about the injuries or casualties. Take it like a man they said. Its the way you gather your strength back and find your way up on those feet that defines what kind of a person you are. Always stay prepared as we never know whats coming. Always expect surprises. Remember, never back down. Never resolve to crying as a solver for everything. Because I know that you are way tougher than what you think you are. :)

I cant imagine theres such ungrateful bunch of people do exist in this world. Talk about the third class mentality. I hope you will burn in hell for such a pathetic excuse of a human being. I dont want you to engage yourself in any kind of relationship with her. You dont deserve her. In fact, you dont deserve anyone. No wonder at the age of 25, you still single. I cant imagine anyone can stand being alongside you for the rest of their lives. Pity your parents eh? Oh i forgot..your father is pathetic as you are. Fuck off bitch.

ARSENAL 4-0 BLAKBURN..maybe this is the Arsenal Wenger has been talking about?

Arsenal overcome a well, sorry to be rude, A DISGUSTING, COWARD, PATHETIC group of people pretending to be footballers with a dominating 4-0 scoreline. I think Big Sam Allardyce is the worst football manger ever existed in the history of football. Seriously, this guy makes football looks like a joke. I thought once he was fired from Newcastle his career was over, but he came back and stood still with his shockingly embarassing brand of football. To think that this fella was once considered as one of the best English coaches available and he was one of the final candidates for the vacant England job. How low the English standard has been eh? All his team ever done is foul and foul and foul. Every throw in and free kick is an oppurtunity to waste time. I'd imagine the whiteboard in the Blacburn locker room would be filled with one 2 diagrams. One is the throw in set piece and the other one is the long ball to Jason Roberts routine. These would be the obly stuff this Blackburn team will do everytime they step their foot onto the pitch. Even Dollah Salleh can think of better than this. What do you expect if he puts 7 players considered as defenders in his line up?This team show no ambition at all to play football. I feel so sorry for the Blackburn fans. To watch this type of football every week must be torturing. How about starting a campaign to sack Allardyce? I'd be happy to join in.

Despite the negative tactics deployed by the opposition, Arsenal stood firm. If I had been Almunia last nite I would smack that Diouf face so hard he would need help just to open his mouth. The guy's antic on the pitch was just pathetic to see. And that tackle was totally out of order. That was the same kind of tackle that broke Eduardo foot. So why no red card ref??
Otherwise, most of the players were having one of their best games in a while. I think Song was a monster yesterday. He was everywhere. He won headers, move forward purposely and he did not waste posession as he used to do. Denilson was decent also, even he did looke tired at the end of the game. And plz dont you guys even think about slaughtering Bendtner. Even after all of those missed chances, he showed lots of improvement lately. He was very enthusiastic, full of running, his touch on the ball very good and most importantly he gets in those dangerous positions to score the goals. Imagine if he converted half of those chances into goals..we would have an incredible player in our hand. Hes only 20 ok..dont forget about that.

Arshavin celebrating his brilliant solo effort..already looking to be a great addition to our squad, and hes not 100% fit yet!!

The trouble with youth

The world is truly going out of order. I knew it already is, but last night I suffered a tremored headache wondering how on earth it can be this way. How did ppl end up being as they are. How ppl end up being someone they are not supposed to be. The question of immorality has been thrown and burnt so long ago. No more care. No more conciousness. The pillars that are supposed to hold the future world are so damaged and dented even the best cannot repair them anymore. Who gave the idea that to have fun is the ultimate problem solver of the lifetime? Who thaught these ppl that every we can overcome every obstacle just by jumping around like some maniacs? Do you guys really think that thats the best way to handle anything? How long it will take till someone finally realize that once all the jumping and screaming are over the problem still exist? Its like "hey that country is at war! lets have a charity concert to show our support!!" What the fuck?

Last nite I somehow found myself sitting at the back of a so called 'charity' concert at my babe workplace. Imagine to sit for 2 hours listening to the some of the most horrifying sounds your ears could ever heard of. Its a total torture!! Most of the audience there were teenagers which is good at first glance, but look a little deeper and you shall see the sickening problem that has invaded the minds of our young ones. Despite the loudness of the place, I couldnt help but noticing the changes that have turned our teenagers into something else. I dont know how to describe it but they just didnt resemble the type of ppl we were hoping they would become. All the hope of producing leaders of tomorrow seems rubbish to these ppl. Put into bed. Maybe they think that to be succesful they just need to look cool?? Everyone wanted to be rappers, rockers, or even Paris Hilton. Cant we ooze coolness just as the way we are? I dont know about you guys but I just cannot stand ppl who try their hardest just to portray coolness in every bit of their action. Do you think its cool to dress like that? Or screaming and shouting like that? Who the hell influence you to be like that? I believe your parents did not expect you to be this way right? Heres the main problem here. From whom these ppl learn to behave such way? Whos the mastermind behind this illegal mind intrusion? Whos the blame for all of this?

I hate it when some africans dress up like a thug rapper. With his red bandana. With his extra large shirt/pants. And that 'cool' sunglasses. Wearing sunglasses at night? Theres no limit to human idiocracy.

I hate it when so called Muslim/Malay try their best to look europeans. Stop it please. That blonde hair doesnt match with our asian fair skin. And that mini skirt..its not like you got pretty leggies like Beyonce.

I hate it to see our Muslim/Malay females screaming and shouting like a whore. Plz show some manners girls. And you with the tudung on!! Stop cuddling with ur boyfriend in public!! You think I like to see u guys touching each other? (Well yeah actually in some way ;P)

p/s : Dafi you suck. You sang like a duck. I wish I can hit you with a hockey puck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Why did they make us see this? Bored to the max

View from the back. Groups of 'cool' teenagers enjoying themselves up front.

Really?Whoaaa...

I cant believe my eyes when I saw one Alexandre Song lobbed a perfectly timed ball for Eduardo to hit. Why was it so perfect? Coz the ball landed exactly like the striker wanted it to be..on his left peg, not to high and not to low and in the area where the defender was helpless to do anything about it. If Fabregas did that, no surprise then. But we are talking about Song here. THE Song. The one who lumber around the midfield pretending to be a decent footballer. The one who previously was the worst Arsenal player ever (for me that is). And he capped it all of with an audacious backheel, again perfectly weighed for Eboue to score. He outshone Diaby bu miles. Maybe its time we change our perception about this fella eh?

Ok lets balance things a little bit. Other than those two assists, Song was having just an ok-ish display. As usual, he gave away posession too cheaply at times, and somehow managed to conjure few moments of brilliance (other than those two assists..damn it sickening to say about it). As I said Diaby was poor as he reverted to his ball-hogging-difficult-pass habit again. The centre backs were decents and so was the keeper, albeit one missed catch thanks to Diaby. Sagna was awesome, and for once his cross found an Arsenal player. Gibbs was great offensively but defenseively his positioning need to be worked on. Well Eboue..oh sorry Im still barring myself from mentioning him.

Eddy and Vela were outstanding. Velas gonna be a star. Trust me this kid is unbelievable. He may be small but he can ride challenges. And the goal was hellishly brilliant. Same goes to Eduardo. How we missed him in the run in to the title last season. Hes the only striker we got who likes to move his ass around a little bit. Lots of off the ball runnings from this guy. How about that for a volley? Incredible yet cheeky eh?

Things are definitely looking up for the team. Walcotts back and if he keeps making those runs, Arshavin will find him easily. Arshavin might be the one who will make things ticking again. Time and time again he found Walcott without spending too much time dwelling with the ball. His football brain is miles ahead anyone else in the team bar Fabregas. Van Persie who supposed to be our main creative spark, took 5/6 touches before releasing the football while Arshavin took only 2/3 touches. Thats the spped of thought for you. Maybe he can teach some of our so call playmakers (Robin, Nasri, Abou Im talking bout u) to do the same. Hes still doesnt look fit enuff for me though.

p/s : Im still sceptical about Song. Im not saying hes got nothing in his locker but he certainly not yet up the the high standards Arsenal have set for themselves. Until he can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out again then I might change my view on him.

The left footed Thierry Henry to be?

Answer this bitch!!

Last nite a friend asked me, whos my best Arsenal player of all time. Well its easy.


Dennis Bergkamp!! Simply the best player ever donned the red shirt (or maroon) of Arsenal. Technically perfect. He is the only player Wenger couldnt replace. That is just becoz theres no one like him. For 5 years now Arsenal have been searching for a player of his calibre but still come out short everytime. They said Van Persie is the next Bergkamp? Sorry mate u r a long way of touching his ass. I dont think I ever seen a player with football brain as good as Bergkamp's. So all together now.."THERE'S ONLY ONE DENNIS BERGKAMP...WOOOOHOOHOO..THERE'S ONLY ONE DENNIS BERGKAMP!!!"

p/s : In my humble opinion, this guy can be our new Bergkamp. Lets see how the season unfold for him eh? Hes surely the closest we got now.

My new fav song by U2....again

Where The Streets Have No Name

I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name

I want to feel, sunlight on my face
See that dust cloud disappear without a trace
I want to take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We’re still building
Then burning down love, burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you…
(It’s all I can do)

The cities a flood
And our love turns to rust
We’re beaten and blown by the wind
Trampled into dust
I’ll show you a place
High on ta desert plain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
Still building
Then burning down love
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with yo
(It’s all I can do

Deep meaningful lyrics symbolizing the world we are living today. Incredible.

And I go there with YOU. Its all we can do..

Oh..wahh..yawnnn***

Arsenal produced one of the performance of all time last night. The passing was incredibly accurate, the shooting was spot on everything was purrrrrrfect. Against a top calibre opposition it was something not many could do. And to top it off, it could be more than 3 goals scored. If not for the opposition goalkeeper, Arsenal could have won up to 6 goals. This is truly a night to remember, with world class players like Arshavin and Nasri gracing the full length of the pitch. Supported by the likes of Denilson and Song, Arshavin terrorised the opposition's defence with unequal sharpness. The manager must be..WAITT!!!

What the fuck? Are you fucking kidding me? Yeah we won 3-1 last night, but a pub team can beat West Brom with defence like that. Arsenal's defence was not that good either. Djourou was hapless. He got to stop giving those cheap fouls soon. Everytime he plays the opposition would gain lots of easy free kicks around the penalty box. Last night was the same. Its easy. Just loop a high ball to your striker. Make sure your striker is marked by Djourou and voilaaa...u got urself a free kick. Its automatic. In midfield Song was a usual fucker as he is, and Denilson..well hes improved a little. No more pathetic coward sideway passing routing from the little guy last night. All were moving forward. Nasri was ok until he got that knock on his ankle. I dont want to talk about Eboue becoz im afraid im gonna say something good about him, which I have forbidded myself from doing so. Its just i dont regard him as an Arsenal player anymore. He doesnt do enuff to earn it for me. Arshavin and Bendtner were the best of the lot out there for me. Bendtner should have added more to his 2 goals. If he does, he would be the man of the match but im giving that to Mr Arshavin today. The guy oozes class. Much better technically than most of our players. Wait until hes 100% fit, and I think he will be big for us.

I wish that I can be Arsene Wenger for a day so I can sell Song to some lower league clubs. The guy is a pathetic defensive midfielder. He doesnt mark tight enuff, and his passing leaves a lot to be desired. Kudos to Diaby and Almunia though. They are slowly changing my view about them. Almunia is slowly become a steady influence at the back and Diaby has shown urgency in his game that was lacking lately. I give credit where its due ok??

"I hope we can play Wast Brom every week!! Yeay!!"

Its getting old but still into it..Pt 2

This is something than can never be done again. The greatest football squad ever existed. Unfortunately, no sign of revival seen 5 years on.

Sometimes u just have to stand up and admire..

One of the great mystery of life is the way ppl connected with each other. How the bonds are created among different ppl with diversed background. How a maid can be a minister best friend. How a slave and a princess fall in love with each other. It makes us wonder, what does a person have in him that attract other ppl into him?. Is it something about his looks? Or his persona? Is he that charismatic to be able to make friends with anyone? In my short life I met lots of different ppl who struggle to mingle with ppl who are not in the same wavelength as they are. Even my self always find it hard to be nice to someone who does not comply with my own-made life principle. Some say the key is to be tolerate and accept ppl just the way they are. Unfortunately for us humans we cannot just do that without sacrificing some of our own likings, which is very very hard to do. We always want to get more. We always want others to do more for us. We always expect others to pour more than us. To meet someone who can be so humble to accept us without a single hint of snobbishness is unfortunately reaching the near impossible level.

However as pitiful the world circling around me as it is, I am incredibly fortunate to meet 2 persons in my life who defy the logic of human bonds. These type of homo sapians is facing extinction, and to find 2 of them is very very rare. Imagine, a girl from a tiny little village in some rural northen state has a relationship so great that makes yours truly gaping in awe. And a very successful doctor can be so humble to acknowledge the girl eventhough there is a significant gap in class between them. I am very proud to say that these two ladies are the closest persons to me and I love them with all my hart and soul. Sometimes, you just have to stand up and admire.

Here she is, answering a call from my mom. Man, my mom doesnt even call me as often as she calls her. Poor me :(

This is me suffering from a disturbing feeling of jealousy.

p/s : Heres a challenge for you all. Find a daughter-in-law-to-be who is close with his mother-in-law-to-be. The criteria of closeness are as follows :-

1. She can come to the mother-in-law-to-be's house anytime she wants. Without even telling her fiance.
2. She can go out shopping with the mother-in-law-to-be without her fiance attendance.
3. The mother-in-law-to-be can plan for the wedding without discussing with her fiance, who is the mother-in-law-to-be own son FYI.
4. The mother-in-law-to-be knows his son is going out with her, but instead of calling him she calls her just to make sure shes fine. And they often have phone conversation for the sake of just talking nonesense.
5. The mother-in-law-to-be tells her every secret of the family.
   
6. They are so close, leaving her own son feeling grief in annoyance. :)

ARSENAL 0 - 0 FULHAM

Told you so. Though this stalemate was way better than the three previous ones. Whos brave enuff to put their money on Arsenal will stay scoreless till the of the season? I would. Heres my 2 cents.

Frustrated.

"They are no pro footballer in anyone of them, they cant run, mark or create space to pass the ball. Bad positioning, lazy. Name it they have it all in this team. And we pay them to do this every week. I will not be watching any gooners match again until the end of season. most of all i blame the coach, he bought the players so he should take the blame." - Megagooner4life
-Totally agree with you lad.

He must be wondering why the fuck he joined a team that cant score

p/s : Please practice shooting/heading Arsene.

Its getting old but still into it..Pt 1

Damn..Yao Ming is damn big isnt he? Im shorter than Chris Paul (the guy in white if u dont know who stands at 6' 1) so imagine where will I reach if standing beside Yao.

100 days and counting

Time passes by effortlessly. Now i only have 100 days left before splashing myself into the dark sea of marriage. I dont know what the future hold for me and my partner, but trust me, I will strive my hardest to brighten up any darkness that shall fall upon me. Together we shall build a life that will surpass any boundaries, that will crush any obstacles, that will create happiness and fun endlessly. The questions of doubt will always linger, but they shall be ignored and handled in the way that will assure myself of being totally ready and comitted to the main cause. No need to worry lads, as sweaty as I am wondering about it, I am thoroughly excited and enthrall about the prospect of a new beginning in my life. Another new chapter. A whole different consequences to face. A storyline that will be written not by myself for the first time. A story that will hopefully will end with tears of happiness.

Lets rejoice for the future that hopefully will bring more joy and happiness into our life.

Be cool. Be calm. Be composed.

Nothing shall stop you from your destiny.

May Allah bless us always.

We have seen this happened before

I dont want to write about the win last nite. I dont like to get excited by Arsenal anymore. Ive been through this shit before. They beat a very good team like Roma before, and gave me hope. A hope that the team can muster a meaningful challenge towards trophy again. A hope that the team can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out. A hope that often vanquished by lethargic displays again and again. So after watching the game last nite, I decided not to talk or be too happy about it. Im gonna take it slow, and still expect the worse come Saturday vs Fulham.

Hoping the team can prove me wrong for once.

Wheres batman Robin?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now !! Pt IX

Found this classic picture of Fabregas. Nice mullet captain.

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt II

Well most sites prefer to rate the performance of the players after every match. That just bollocks or cheap pops for me. Because there will always be someone who will get 7 or 8 marks which were not justified by their performance on the pitch. I read lots of gooners site (A LOT), and most of them insist they watched the game from start to end. Are u kidding me? What game were you watching? And one site gave Nasri 6? What the hell are u thinking? What did he do to get 6/10 is an enigma a professor could not solve.

If I were gonna rate the players, I gave them all 4 with the exception of Clichy who will get 5. Arsenal tend to attack more on the right side nowadays. That makes the right side area congested with more players to cover and protect Sagna. Its a different tale with our left side. Clichy was wayy too overworked. No wonder he was substituted yesterday. He played behind the laziest player ive seen since Sir Bobby Pires and has been running up at down the left flank tirelessly all season long. You cant be doing that for the whole season without getting injured or exhausted at some point. Plus without a proper leftback to back him up, he has to play every game. I hate it when certain sites blame him for the instability of our backline. Fuck off you morons. Give the guy some credit. If you want to blame someone, blame Nasri. This guy is allergic to tracking back and closing down. And if you dont track back, make sure u can counter attack with pace (ala Sir Bobby Pires), which is not happening with Nasri. Everytime he got the ball at the center line the only thing he will do is starting the now famous 'Arsenal Sideway Passing Routine'. And his pace seem to be decreasing as the game goes on. Maybe hes too tired to accelerate or something. This brings me to the point..

No wonder hes too lazy and too slow. Hes busy fucking some french babe. Wait a sec..isnt this the same guy who read his prayer before every game? What the fuck??

p/s : Arshavin didnt do that bad on his debut. A few more games under his belt before judging him please??