Its getting old but still into it..Pt 1

Damn..Yao Ming is damn big isnt he? Im shorter than Chris Paul (the guy in white if u dont know who stands at 6' 1) so imagine where will I reach if standing beside Yao.

100 days and counting

Time passes by effortlessly. Now i only have 100 days left before splashing myself into the dark sea of marriage. I dont know what the future hold for me and my partner, but trust me, I will strive my hardest to brighten up any darkness that shall fall upon me. Together we shall build a life that will surpass any boundaries, that will crush any obstacles, that will create happiness and fun endlessly. The questions of doubt will always linger, but they shall be ignored and handled in the way that will assure myself of being totally ready and comitted to the main cause. No need to worry lads, as sweaty as I am wondering about it, I am thoroughly excited and enthrall about the prospect of a new beginning in my life. Another new chapter. A whole different consequences to face. A storyline that will be written not by myself for the first time. A story that will hopefully will end with tears of happiness.

Lets rejoice for the future that hopefully will bring more joy and happiness into our life.

Be cool. Be calm. Be composed.

Nothing shall stop you from your destiny.

May Allah bless us always.

We have seen this happened before

I dont want to write about the win last nite. I dont like to get excited by Arsenal anymore. Ive been through this shit before. They beat a very good team like Roma before, and gave me hope. A hope that the team can muster a meaningful challenge towards trophy again. A hope that the team can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out. A hope that often vanquished by lethargic displays again and again. So after watching the game last nite, I decided not to talk or be too happy about it. Im gonna take it slow, and still expect the worse come Saturday vs Fulham.

Hoping the team can prove me wrong for once.

Wheres batman Robin?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now !! Pt IX

Found this classic picture of Fabregas. Nice mullet captain.

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt II

Well most sites prefer to rate the performance of the players after every match. That just bollocks or cheap pops for me. Because there will always be someone who will get 7 or 8 marks which were not justified by their performance on the pitch. I read lots of gooners site (A LOT), and most of them insist they watched the game from start to end. Are u kidding me? What game were you watching? And one site gave Nasri 6? What the hell are u thinking? What did he do to get 6/10 is an enigma a professor could not solve.

If I were gonna rate the players, I gave them all 4 with the exception of Clichy who will get 5. Arsenal tend to attack more on the right side nowadays. That makes the right side area congested with more players to cover and protect Sagna. Its a different tale with our left side. Clichy was wayy too overworked. No wonder he was substituted yesterday. He played behind the laziest player ive seen since Sir Bobby Pires and has been running up at down the left flank tirelessly all season long. You cant be doing that for the whole season without getting injured or exhausted at some point. Plus without a proper leftback to back him up, he has to play every game. I hate it when certain sites blame him for the instability of our backline. Fuck off you morons. Give the guy some credit. If you want to blame someone, blame Nasri. This guy is allergic to tracking back and closing down. And if you dont track back, make sure u can counter attack with pace (ala Sir Bobby Pires), which is not happening with Nasri. Everytime he got the ball at the center line the only thing he will do is starting the now famous 'Arsenal Sideway Passing Routine'. And his pace seem to be decreasing as the game goes on. Maybe hes too tired to accelerate or something. This brings me to the point..

No wonder hes too lazy and too slow. Hes busy fucking some french babe. Wait a sec..isnt this the same guy who read his prayer before every game? What the fuck??

p/s : Arshavin didnt do that bad on his debut. A few more games under his belt before judging him please??

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt I

Once again, another woeful performance by Arsenal. Its the 3rd (!!!???!!??) successive scoreless game for Arsenal. Have you seen a team as lazy as Arsenal? It seems that every player just lumbering around waiting for the opponents to make mistakes. No one even bother to close down quickly or do anything remotely close to gaining posession. And the creativity..well fuck it dont let me start on the level of creativity among the players. The only thing they know is getting the ball wide to be whipped in. And the cross usually sucks. Please ppl, when someone is crossing the ball, make some movements in the box!! Dont just stand around like fucking sculptures!!! You Mr Bendtner stop making those useless running!! Use ur head for god's sake!! Fucking prick. Why in the world do u think u are more useful in the channel rather than in the box is beyond me. Whats the point if u cross the ball without anyone good enuff to win it? Are u guys dumb or what?? Rite now, u guys are playing like strangers with each other. No instinct, no communication what so ever. Dont u guys train with each other every day? Then why its so hard just find ur teammates quickly? Why cant u guys figure out quickly what kind of runs ur teammates are going to make? Cant u guys learn what each of ur teammate capabilities are? And when will u guys learn that passing to Bendnter at right wing is like passing to a brick wall????!!??

Im struggling to point out something positive from the game. it was so obvious the problem Arsenal are having rite now. A monkey could have explain it. The only person who is too stubborn to realize it is the manager himself. So fuck u Arsene. For the first time, and I promise u not the last time, FUCK YOU ARSENE. Are the players sucking ur dick or smething? They must be doing something for u that they can afford to be as poor as they are rite now. Do they fuck ur wife coz u cant pleasure her anymore? Oh no im starting to visualize it..no..plzzz stop..stop brain stop!!!

Imitating Cantona Kung Fu kick wont help the team Kolo

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VIII

Me in a weird halloween costume with some other weirdos. The boss at the back gave his Brad Pitt pose. The one wearing a tie is not a man.

Remembering the broken leg incident

This picture showed the exact way on how to destroy someone career. Make sure u tackle above the feet area just below the knee as in the picture.

Back and scoring!!

Celebrating the first goal.

Slotting home the penalty for his second

Yep..hes back!! One year after that horrific injury, Eduardo finally made a comeback against Cardiff City last night. 2 goals and a standing ovation later, Arsenal are through to the 5th round of the FA cup. Its not the most vintage of performance but for him to be back and scoring again is a real boost for the Arsenal side searching for a spark that has been lacking lately. Its not just him who shone though. I think Vela and Denilson were great, and Song wasnt that bad either. Yeah its true we played against a lower league side but compared this performance with the one at Cardiff last month, this one is much much better. The movement was there, the passing was as slick as ever and Bendtner can afford to be at his petulant best without costing us the victory. Hope that we can continue playing like this for the rest of the season. Go Arsenal !!

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VII

The two most important women in my life.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VI

Thats my mom. Shes the greatest mother on earth. If I can live the next 50 years of my life half as good as she had I would die a happy man. :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt V

Showing off her cooking skills during her recent visit to my house. Bapak poyo :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt IV

Shes a math lecturer. Im sucks at math. :(

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt III

A younger version of her, about 5 years ago. So kampong eh?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt II

Me and my lil nephew.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!!

This is my fiancee. Told ya shes waaaayyyyyyyyy prettier than I am. Am I lucky or what?

Finally..i uploaded my first picture!!

Amacam gaye gua gantong pocong? Ada garang? (tulisan ala2 hilangpunca)

Hurt!!

Sometimes someone makes me feel like I havent done enough..
Have I??
Its very hard to satisfy some ppl need right?
Even if u think u have done everything it still not enough..
Isnt it?

Only God knows why!!

If only..

If only..

1. I work at a better place than I am now..
2. I rejected the offer letter this damn company gave me last year...
3. I earn more than I am currently earning..
4. I practice all the teachings I gained from my days at KISAS...
5. I gave more thoughts on every decisions Ive taken..

I would have already achieved everything that I have ever dreamed of. I would have become a devout muslim, got married, and owned a custom made Mazda RX8/Toyota Caldina/Volkswagon Gt/ with a personal registration number of ANA 1902 (hehe?? :) )..

Thats a big IF eh? However big the IF is, I am very happy with the way I am right now. I kept telling myself that Allah has His final say on every outcome of my life. And He would grant me everything I have wished for if I keep praying and working hard.

Hoping for a better future with His blessings. Amin!!

The worst north London derby ever

It was pain to see how technically inept some of our players were last Sunday. Its the north london derby for god sake. U r supposed to bring ur A game god dammit!! Denilson was shockingly poor, Adebayor was having his ass-heavy day and Eboue..well the less said about him is better. And Song was by far the best player in red which made no sense at all. He was supposed to be the weakest link in Arsenal armory but somehow he made everyone around him looked championship level calibre. Or maybe the other players but Almunia and Robin were soo damn poor which made Song looked great. Either way, the players failed to perform and we are now stucked at 5th place which I think, bar miracle we will stay there for the rest of the season.

We can only hope that all the injured players can come back quickly. Thats the only way to turn this season around. We cannot depend on this crop of players we got. We need Cesc back. We need Walcott back. And most importantly, we need the confidence back. To do that we need all the players back.The Arsenal way of playing football thrives on confidence. To pass and move as quickly as we used to is based on confidence. Players need to be confident on the ball, confident with their teammates, and the absolute believe that there will always be someone to help and back them up. Right now the confidence is missing. Its hard when Denilson cannot trap the ball properly. Its worse when Adebayor came hand begging for the ball just to lose it when the ball was fizzled to him. I doubt how u can gain ur confidence when u got someone as unreliable as Eboue in ur team. I dont have the know-how but some way and some how, Arsene must worked his ass off to get the confidence and groove back to his team. Then may be, we can get the season back on track.

On my last note, sack Eboue please. Dont sell him. Just sack him and let him rot in the desert of Africa. Let the lions eat his flesh and the hyenas/crows finish him up. Make sure none of his atoms exist anymore. Fucking useless prick.