HAPPY

:) :) :) :) im just happy today..i love my babe!! :) :) :) :)

Getting older!!

IM OLD!!!why?coz today im officially an uncle!!my brother juz had his first child this noon and guess what??its another boy!!damn..poor mama..shes got 5 devils now shes gonna have another little devil in the house.guess its juz her luck eh?anyway she called me juz now and she sounds very happy indeed.she juz loves babies u know.for my brother ayis and kak azrin..big congratz to y'all!!make sure ur child turn out like me eh? :)

ANGRY

Im feeling a lil bit unease today for one reason to another. First of all, my blacken heart and soul is emotionally disturbed by the news that should shatter anyone that have stepped their foot on the land of waqafan (yeah its lame, but im talking bout my ex-school KISAS). It may just be a stupid rumour, but it is just crazy to think that someone would ever have the guts to disband the school's core and foundation that have stood out for all this years, through all the massive tides and waves, yeah, it's the BADAR, of course. One thing that have made all us, the KISASIANS, different from other SBP's or even the other SMKAA is the TARBIYAH we received intensively from BADAR. The system is even copied by other school throughout the country. To think that the pioneer of these TARBIYAH system is to be vanished, annihilated, destroyed, burnt to ground by the same school that allowed its own existance is just plain utter bullshit. And if the news is correct, the principal who is responsible of this blatant UMNO-ism is a pure prick, a bastard who should be tortured to death. Hey im not one you would call one of the best 'product' out of the TARBIYAH system, but I am lucky enuff to have the chance to go through it, and honestly, it does make me a better muslim. Imagine, if a dirty soul like mine can be pured by this TARBIYAH system, what can it do to a better soul than mine. Trust me, i've seen people who after a year in TARBIYAH turned out into a super muslim, who obey the GOD and devote themselves totally to the religion. And they even got great grades for their SPM (just to shut up those who think some reliegous people suck at their studies).

In the mist of all this disturbance my fiancee told me she was at Sogo to do some shopping. Well, im not one to be a control freak but she usually told me before she goes out, not after shes already there. Honestly it hurt me a lil, but i can get over it cant i? There are much bigger issues out there than this. But still................

Just a lil' sumthing..

Dear Dr. Love,

Is it worth it?To spend most of our time reminiscing bout our love?To plan and plan and plan bout how are we going to please and care her as best as we could?To give her the most attention like our whole world circling around her?To erase any doubt whether if she is perfect for us even though we know that we cannot abandon our love to her?Is she really worth it?

If the HER we are talking about is the one that tied us on her with ropes that cannot be broken. the HER that never put any doubt bout the destination of our love, the HER that stood by me when the tides were rough, the HER that prioritizes our love as nothing else matters?

Or, the HER that keep gold-digging our wallet, the HER that does not realize that she is stronger that she think she is, the HER that keep dreaming about having the most perfect life even though she knows it can never happen?

Pre-depressed person


Dear Pre-depressed person

Have faith in her. She may not be perfect, but for you,imperfect soul, she is the best thing that ever happen to you. Be grateful, as pitiful and pathetic as you are, it is your most fortunate that you have someone that is willing to be with you. Destroy any doubt you may have about her, as she is the one treasure that you need to keep and protect as long as you grace the surface of this earth. Cherish her as your life depends on it. Remember, good thing never comes twice, once you have it, never let it go.

Sincere,
Dr Love

Hola!!

wow..i cant believe its been 4 years since i started this?and its been 3 years since my last update!!how quickly time passes by eh?since then ive graduated,become an engineer(really??..whoaa!!) and most importantly got engaged to my babe. When will i get married?Ask my girl lah :).

Back to the arse cause. Well we have won nothing for the past 3 years, we lost most of our invincible team, and currently we are short of experience to mount a serious title challenge for this upcoming season. So do i fancy the team's chance for trophies?Of course I am!!Im a gooner!!I wont put any doubt on the team as long as Mr cesc still here.Lets put it straight..this guy is a legend!!He was superb in Euro 2008 (minus the final) and has carried the team forward for the past couple of years (albeit with some help from Mr Mattheiu 'im joining a club that will be playing in the UEFA cup thus making a step forward in my career' Flamini). All we need is for current players to step up a gear or two (walcott,denilson,vela, nasri Im talking bout u guys) and voila..insya Allah we can be champs again..

Finally the most awaited movie of the year came out last week, and i managed to watch it yesterday. Its 'The Dark Knight' of course!! Forget bout the action sequences..the movie is all bout sending message to the world and the problem currently invades our country. I mean corruption, murder, and the sole person who tries very hard to change everything even though the government will do every inch of their power to portray this guy as the bad guy..is this new?certainly not. The only difference?Batman got wings and super cool gadgets to kick the bad guys up their arse, and Anwar got..ermm..ermm..well..u know what i mean.

Till next time

second best but still came out top!!!

the season is over, and thankfully we've won the fa cup in the worst, most un-arsenal performance ever shown by an arsenal team in a big match, especially from wenger's arsenal.clearly from the start the 4-5-1 formation didnt suit us at all.bergkamp was very poor, though he was played as a main targetman which is very weird as he is known back in holland as the 'shadow striker'.dennis never like the role and he sucks throughout the game and was gladly substituted.fabregas drifted to the middle too much, he didnt give lauren much support in the right wing,and pires was not at his best at all,he's busy trying to contain the runs of fletcher and scholes than making his usual burst forward himself.cole was playing well below his best, noticed how many long balls got over his head and landed straight at rooney?same with lauren though.vieira never got the chance to burst forward as he and gilberto were kept busy by the united midfield.neverhteless, the united cunts failed to score especially their 'van the man' who in that game made khalid jamlus looks world class.

so the season's ended, and the long wait for the start of next season begins.all the major sports will end their 2004/2005 season soon, the serie A and la liga just ended last night, and there's only a month left in the NBA.practically there'll be nothing on tv thats going to atrract sports fans which is gonna be really sucks(unless if you love diving,gymnastic,and the worst one-golf which are shown very very frequently on espn).

back to the arse-cause.the biggest news that came out is the best prodigy after ronaldinho from brazil has admitted he has been contacted by arsenal and would love to play with master henry.guess who?yepp its robinho the 7 stepover kid from santos.it still to be seen weather we can compete with chelsea and real madrid who will pay double of what we can afford to.hope that roman will be hit by 1billion pound debts so he can sell his chelsea and robinho will come to highbury.

what title?

its been long time since been here.thhought that someone would update this shit but unfortunately no one seem to bother.anyway, the season is almost over,the champions league is getting boring every year,the epl is as we know has been the worst ever since 1900.the only excitement comes from the fa cup,bcoz we in the semis of course.

honestly im already looking for next season.it excites me more than this season endings.wonder who will the boss bring in,who will go out keeps me hangin' on the net everyday.the rumours just keep coming.first,the goalkeepers.almost every top keepers available out there is said to be heading towards north london, the names ranged from swedish,portuguese and even espanyol cameroon keeper was mentioned.the likeliest candidate should be the swedish guy though i cant remember the name lah.next, defenders.well ashley 'money-grabber' cole should go to chelsea,and clichy will be our new first choice left back.a new centre back should be in,and greece euro 2004 hero dellas has been mentioned.the sun reported last week that le boss could renew his interest in trablesi, although we already have 3 right backs in hoyte lauren and eboue.i cant see any additions to central midfield, though we could have a problem if reyes go to madrid,which is 90% confirmed, and sir bob wont be any younger either.we may need a left winger and, if the reports a to be believed, wright-philips would be a perfect foil for ljungberg on the right.and yes,we do need another striker, and for me a targetman for the champions league.

thats all for now.the team is doing quite well at the moment.pires finally playing like we know he can, and reyes seem to forget about his off field problems.henry is magnificent as usual and freddie keep banging in the goals for fun.till next time bye

what's left...

its been a while since the last time i've been here.well where to start eh?it has been one hell of a month for le gooners, a bad one to be precise.losing to man yoo,losing to bayern and nearly beaten in the fa cup.So what's left for us?the premiership title is long gone and looks like our european campaign didnt go according to plan either.even the old 'suspension-o-rama' has came back to haunt us lately.it was sad to see our forwards last week vs sheff utd.freddie never look comfortable in that position,and arturo lupoli is not the finished product yet.the match was good for us though,we bossed 2/3 of the pitch, but as expected,the finishing tuch just wasnt there.in the second half that quincy changed the game for us(didnt i tell you hes good b4?) although he still need to work on his final ball more.good control,great skill but when the final touch is needed he just dont know what to do.hes 18, so give him some time and im sure he'll produce some goods.fabregas was outstanding that day and vieira controlled the midfield with flamini alongside him.even almunia was having a great game too,very alert and THAT save in the last minute was just magnificent.as i said it was a good work out for the lads, and i was hoping the boss would stick up with quincy though.hes really looking like a great prospect.

its pompey this saturday.expect some changes from le boss as bayern munich is coming to town next week.if vieira has another cracker like the one against sheff utd last tuesday,theres no problem for us to beat them really, eventhough henry is still a doubt and reyes and bergkamp wont feature for us.van persie's back,so i hope freddie can go back to his right wing position as hes at his best from that area.

thats all for now.got lots of work to do.really LOTS of work.the assignments keep piling up like shits coming out from a badly stomach-ached person.anyway.wish me luck for my final exam guys.hope that we can trash bayern 5-1 as we did inter last yer.till then, bye

bouncing back...

its great to see the way the guys bounced back from what i call 'the darkest day of arsenal season' last week.dont forget villa is a very good outfit,they have one of the best home record b4 the game,losing just two games at villa park.we started off really well,and should've been 4-0 up inside 20 minutes.i sill wonder how did henry miss that sitter from a mere 4 yards out.love to watch our third goal which was a reminder of our performance during the first part of our season.certainly a strong bet for the goal of the season award.edu had a great game as he returned to the first XI,vieira was great,and sanderos showed a lot of promise too.more importantly,despite the fluidness of our passing last night,we showed the grit and determination that won us the title last year.if we can keep up with this standard of play the season may end in a sweet notehopefully.

read a lot bout cole's meeting with chelski offiicials which is pretty fucking boring actually.i had enough with vieira's secret meeting with real,now it looks like cole is following his path.as it came out chelski have offerd cole a basic wage of 75,000 pound per week,better thatn arsenal's 50k per week offer.well cole's a gooner so i dont think he wants to move across the brindge sooner or later.

ok got other stuffs to do.chow

the 'V' factor

theres one word to describe our victory against the magpies last sunday-VIEIRA.out of sudden the immenseness has returned,the long legs tackling again,the commitment that we all expect out of him were shown to all of us in one great performance.im telling u,if not for shay goalkeeping we'd be winning 5-0 easily.the 1-0 scoreling didnt reflect the way the game was played at all.we were dominant,very dominant with vieira and flamini bossing the midfield throughout.

b4 the game the pundits at espn showed the arsenal stats vs bolton which didnt look totally impressive.they were pointed out how vieira didnt perform at that game and that made us lost the game.even shebby said that vieira is not the same as last season(the first time he made sense with his comments really),so i truly expected the same for vieira,and was hoping that fabregas would take over as the midfield maestro for us.then the team selection came out,oh god,fabregas wasnt playing,it was flamini instead.the pair didnt have one good outing as a midfield duo before so i was worried.flamini isnt the type of midfielder that can dictate the team,and vieira isnt doing it this season.in my mind that time i was praying for vieira to return to his old himself,and thank god he did.it was easily the best vieira performance this season,he was the best out there,the best in the world.so fuck all those stats.our captain is back and running again!!!

its real devils part 3 next.the grudge is still there within the players,expect some hot stuff from the game.come on lads!show them we are way better than them!hey anyone out there notice that fergie's copying chelski's formation lately?take a look here..


carrol

neville ferdinand silvestre heinze


fletcher keane scholes


ronaldo rooney

saha

dosnt that look like maurinho's?ferguson will never admit it,but really,it really looks familiar.wonder what chelski's boss'd think bout it...

vieira blues...

so they said the title's chelski to lose,arsenal have lost lit,and man yoo gonna trash us next.well after seeing us beaten by bolton its obvious how they made that conclusion.as usual,against bolton we overplayed when attacking and didnt look too sure on defending.pires was out of sorts again,so was freddie and vieira was poor yet again.it hurts to see vieira standing behind a bolton player while the bolton player jumped and headed the ball to his teammmates.hey vieira is 6 ft tall he surely at least can jump and challenge for the ball cant he?im getting sicker to see him putting his hands on his hips while a 17year old do all the job for him.cesc was not at his best but cofor a 17 year old,hes done more than enough.we all expect vieira to lead by example,he's the one that should be covering cesc everytime he makes mistakes,not the other way around.right now,like i mentioned b4,vieira seems to think that hes a zidane type player,waiting for the ball to come for him and he'll do some magic with it.well actually he sucks at playmaking,he hould concentrate on being an out and out defensive midfileder,the one who chase everyball and pass it to others whos better at doing something with the ball than him.right now hes doing cesc's job,while cesc is carrying the load to chase the ball and tackle plus he also the one who passes the ball to our forward.looking at the match against bolton,theres a couple of times when fabregas got the ball he launched a beutiful 40yard pass to henry.when vieira got the ball,he tried a difficult through ball which easily intercepted by campo.if that aint tellimng u something....

obviously we can now hope chelski will start losing points(which is unthinkabale really) to have any chance of retaining our title.and flamini should start ahead of vieira and ashley cole,campbell or henry be given the captain role.till then bye

kwang kwang kwang...

few intersting news i got.does anyone know bout micheal essien?bet any gooners outthere dont know shit bout him.apparently he was one of the best french youngsters at france,until he decided to play for ghana instead.neverhterless,i saw him play aganst manyoo and he did quite ok though.ermm at 16M hes quite espensive eh?dont know lahh.hope wenger can buy undervalued players like he used to do and not do a chelski by splashing out 20M for a player.he did it last season with reyes,but doing it 2 seasons in a row is really not wenger, plus if we do have that much money, how about giving vieira more wages so he can shut his mouth off this june?

manyoo and chelski cant score last night.wahahaha my brother was so pissed coz his so called 'great devils' which for me are more like 'real devils' spent the whole match in their own half.well arent chelski the one who parked in their own half before?how time has changed everything.at least that made ego maurinho angry.he accused manyoo of playing negative football.hah got back to your face you stupid shit!!

oh no...

so here we are 7 points adrift of chelski after somehow shocking performance against man city..i called it shocking coz after the charlton game i thot we are coming back to 'the arsenal' we used to be..but no...vieira was soooo poor and this came after he was soooo outstanding vs charlton.if only vieira could gain his terrific form again we can catch chelski without any fuss.last saturday stoke gave us a scare especially that premiership reject akinbiyi.he scared the hel out of toure and senderos.nevertherless, we won adn i thot eboue had a good game, cesc was great as usual and van persie had about 10 shots on goal b4 finally scored one.vieira had a better game than man city,not at his best,but much better than he was agains mancity.

we travelled to bolton this weekend.to be honest i really hate them coz their walrus look-alike boss only know to put big(i mean BIG) players against us and looping long balls towards them.thats the only way they score goals actually.its manyoo vs liverpool and chelski vs spurs.till then bye

happy new year..!!!

the weekend went by just like that..another 3points another foolish performance by mike riley..and we end up five pts behind chelski again.we did a man yoo last saturday beating charlton with a 'professional job'.that fucking man yoo has started to play football again lately(they kickboxed before),but somehow they still cant manage to settle giggs' contract turnoil.just give him a two year deal and move

thank god our defence has improved significantly the last few weeks.against charlton i think we were very solid at the back,campbell was imperious as ever adn vieira showed how good he is as an out and out defensive midfilder.bit worried bout ashley though. think he was poor vs newcastle and didnt do any better last saturday either.with clichy on the left ljungberg got lots of responsibilty to be the main man, adn how he respond to that.two escellent goals,especially the second one.bad news for us,campbell got injured and could be out for a couple of weeks.cygan is out,so senderos will step in.erkk....

thats all now.got a bz week ahead.its man city at highbury tomorrow.my prediction?2-0.chow

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ok...its bayern vs arsenal..chelski vs barca...man yoo vs milan...real vs juve...and others.this got to be the best champions league draw ever!obviously cant wait to see man yoo and chelsea crashed out so arsenal can face real next.ive been waiting for 4 years to see arsenal vs real madrid and i got this funny feeling that its going to happen this year.if it does.its gonna be the best match of all time bet with my life i will for that.bfore that its going to be very tough for us to overcome bayern first.just hope that our best players will be on top form for that game.anything less will be disaster for us.


its reported before that real are going to make a 5.3M bid for our edu.edu himself not sure to stay or not.hope he stay though cos the squad is sure better with him in it.other news is wenger been fined 15000 for calling van nistelrooy a cheat.if kicking cole's knee and not admitting it afterwards is not a cheat wonder what crime must he do to deserve call.bet fergusmoan'd be having a big christmas party to celebrate le boss's shortcoming.

its pompey this sunday.they are fucking though to beat at home.dont do a man yoo guys.beat the hell out of portsmouh go gunners!!

what a misss...

i rate last synday match against chelski as a match that shouldve been won by us.cant think how henry missed that chance from 6 yards out after a stunning first goal.few positives note from the game though.the first half we showed too much respect for chelsea.the 2nd we were unlucky to concede the goal coz for i think gudjuonssen just stuck his head up and the ball looped over the impressive almunia in goal.after that we played much better,fabregas and flamini even got the better off lampard and makelele.fabregas was soo damn good.his passing and vision was outstanding.cant believe hes just 17.remember i said that fab will be the best central midfielder after this season?keep that in mind guys..

k guys dont have much time to blog more.got manufacturing class next.another sleepy hour for me.chow,,

the art of a midfielder...

after watching us trashed the rosenborg last wednesday, finallly the burden after loosing vs man yoo seemed to have got out from the players system.the performance was quite outstanding especially by our two young central midfielders in fabregas and flamini.flamini was always busy closing people down and thankfully made lots of crunching tackles that'd made vieira proud.the boy alongside him just got better and better.after watching the performance of our young spaniard i started to wonder, what make a midfielder a great one?what differ vieira and gerrard?well the most important think of being a central midfielder is u got to kepp your dicipline intact all the time.your main job obviously is to support the back when needed,and then always available when your team's attacking.other things like passing,scoring and tackling just as important to add for the character of a central midfileder.you might ask then, for all their quialities, which one makes the midfielder the best around?some of you might argue but for me the most important skill for a central midfielder have to be tackling.dont get me wrong u have to be good at scoring and passing too,but if u cant tackle you'd get muscled out of the game easily.right now when talking bout the best central midfielders the name of vieira gerrard lampard keane are always mentioned.thank god for me we got the best in vieira.but wait,vieira dont have the range of passing like gerrard an lampaard has.well he doesnt,but he make up for that with his tireless running up and down the field.he always be available whenever his team need him.first time i saw arsenal game was when i was 14 and i remember how i adored vieira that day.everytime the oppeonents(leicester i think) tried to start attacking from the midfield he'll be there stopping the penentrating runners and shut down the room for passes.everytime he tackled he got the ball and bang the arsenal attack started.after eight years he still doing what he does best and the team will keep improving with him onboard.steven gerrard may be the best passer but he always got in the place where the team can do without him.that should say that his dicipline isnt quite good yet.remember when benitez arrived he soundly said that gerrard has to change his style of play from the running all over the place player to the positioning player,who only get forwar when needed to and helping the defence everytime.for me right now lampard is better than him just because his dicipline is much better than gerrad.bout roy keane well he sucks nowadays.the days of the great enforcer of manchaser seem to be ended really soon.he simply doesnt has the legs anymore.that;s why man yoo played like shit lately.

ok guys enough of that.its chelski this weekend.hope fabregas and flamini can stop lampard and co this weekend.plz arsenal dont lose this one...

on the slide we are..

finally got me some time for blogging...well it was one of the worst month for arsenal since 2001 and thank god last night we finally won comfortably...eventhough it was against a side contained rejects from other teams it was a win that we really needed to get that ol' confidence back...almunia got his first start yesterday and got the clean sheet straight away...well he didnt have nothing to do for most of the game though..the performance again was not up to the usual standard le boss even admitted that we did a'professional' job that was very unlike arsenal(for those who dont know a professional job refers to teams playing just to win nothin else matters like the real devils :) )...usually when the going gets though we'd expect the players to get their foot stuck in work hard make challenges, just show their other side of the game..somehow we didnt do that in this torrid period of time, and trust me, i'm getting sicker to see pires chickening out from a challenge the last two games...suddenly the agression of the ol' arse went missing...tell me did any of you guys see a blue shirt made a tckle in the first half against liverpool?mind u we got a player with the longest legs around and come on guys arsenal without tackling?thats unheard of...i'd like to see the arsenal that make opponents fear them,the old arsenal that when the opponents get the ball the next minute they'll lose it cos they'll be flurried with arsenal tackles...trust me until we can get back to that arsenal we'd never beat chelski next week....

i dont reall anticipate the match next week...just hoping deep inside that we can get back to the high standards that we set for ourselves...its rosenborg first though...ok chow lah...

black monkey...

the spain vs england match was a total disgrace.i couldnt believe my earse to hear the spanish crowd taunted english niggas with monkey chant everytime they tpuched the ball.poor cole and wrightphilips wonder how they'd play in such conditions.heard that the british sports minister is going to write a letter of complaint to spanish sports minister.for me lets just shoot those ungrateful spaniards.the match was supposed to be a classic between two giants of european football.instead they turned it into a zoo.plus we saw the emergance of yooung frankestein in wayne rooney adn gary neville just couldnt get enough of kicking reyes could he?

henry said he is playing with 70% of his ability and claimed an achilles problem has plagued him since the start of the season.dont care what he said as long as he keep scoring goals.other news our ypung spainiard cesc scored the winner for spain u21 against england u21, with chelsea's glen johnson sent off.bet if glens a gunner hell never play for england again.

there are reports saying that le boss has signed a right back named eboue or ebawe or aboue aaaa so hard to remember from a belgian club(cant remember the name either).looks like another unknown player added to arsenal roster.dont worry though cos wenger has the habit to turn an unknown into a classy player.

going to sleep.bye

gruahhhhh..!!!

the defence sucks like hell last satruday...im getting sicker to see more goals conceded from setpieces.the marking was nowhere to be seen and when the marking was finally executed,3 of our defenders couldnt beat one spurs player.luckily the spurs defence were leaking goals like me drinking air tebu for break fast.at last the forward manage to get the ball behind the net as vintage as we used to be.nuff said bout the game.hope wenger can sort out the defence later or we could end up being beaten by west brom this weekend.

its the useless internationals again this midweek.one good news though as pires wont be playing as we all know pires after midweek international look as tired as malaysian player after 60 minutes of football.hope hell be fresh for w.brom.its england vs spain 2nite,with reyes and cole in action.my prediction is spain beating england 2-1 reyes got both goals for spain and cole got his first for england :)

big thanx for my pal pais for letting me surf the net through his pc.its much better than my old pc at home.till next time..