ARSENAL 4-0 BLAKBURN..maybe this is the Arsenal Wenger has been talking about?

Arsenal overcome a well, sorry to be rude, A DISGUSTING, COWARD, PATHETIC group of people pretending to be footballers with a dominating 4-0 scoreline. I think Big Sam Allardyce is the worst football manger ever existed in the history of football. Seriously, this guy makes football looks like a joke. I thought once he was fired from Newcastle his career was over, but he came back and stood still with his shockingly embarassing brand of football. To think that this fella was once considered as one of the best English coaches available and he was one of the final candidates for the vacant England job. How low the English standard has been eh? All his team ever done is foul and foul and foul. Every throw in and free kick is an oppurtunity to waste time. I'd imagine the whiteboard in the Blacburn locker room would be filled with one 2 diagrams. One is the throw in set piece and the other one is the long ball to Jason Roberts routine. These would be the obly stuff this Blackburn team will do everytime they step their foot onto the pitch. Even Dollah Salleh can think of better than this. What do you expect if he puts 7 players considered as defenders in his line up?This team show no ambition at all to play football. I feel so sorry for the Blackburn fans. To watch this type of football every week must be torturing. How about starting a campaign to sack Allardyce? I'd be happy to join in.

Despite the negative tactics deployed by the opposition, Arsenal stood firm. If I had been Almunia last nite I would smack that Diouf face so hard he would need help just to open his mouth. The guy's antic on the pitch was just pathetic to see. And that tackle was totally out of order. That was the same kind of tackle that broke Eduardo foot. So why no red card ref??
Otherwise, most of the players were having one of their best games in a while. I think Song was a monster yesterday. He was everywhere. He won headers, move forward purposely and he did not waste posession as he used to do. Denilson was decent also, even he did looke tired at the end of the game. And plz dont you guys even think about slaughtering Bendtner. Even after all of those missed chances, he showed lots of improvement lately. He was very enthusiastic, full of running, his touch on the ball very good and most importantly he gets in those dangerous positions to score the goals. Imagine if he converted half of those chances into goals..we would have an incredible player in our hand. Hes only 20 ok..dont forget about that.

Arshavin celebrating his brilliant solo effort..already looking to be a great addition to our squad, and hes not 100% fit yet!!

The trouble with youth

The world is truly going out of order. I knew it already is, but last night I suffered a tremored headache wondering how on earth it can be this way. How did ppl end up being as they are. How ppl end up being someone they are not supposed to be. The question of immorality has been thrown and burnt so long ago. No more care. No more conciousness. The pillars that are supposed to hold the future world are so damaged and dented even the best cannot repair them anymore. Who gave the idea that to have fun is the ultimate problem solver of the lifetime? Who thaught these ppl that every we can overcome every obstacle just by jumping around like some maniacs? Do you guys really think that thats the best way to handle anything? How long it will take till someone finally realize that once all the jumping and screaming are over the problem still exist? Its like "hey that country is at war! lets have a charity concert to show our support!!" What the fuck?

Last nite I somehow found myself sitting at the back of a so called 'charity' concert at my babe workplace. Imagine to sit for 2 hours listening to the some of the most horrifying sounds your ears could ever heard of. Its a total torture!! Most of the audience there were teenagers which is good at first glance, but look a little deeper and you shall see the sickening problem that has invaded the minds of our young ones. Despite the loudness of the place, I couldnt help but noticing the changes that have turned our teenagers into something else. I dont know how to describe it but they just didnt resemble the type of ppl we were hoping they would become. All the hope of producing leaders of tomorrow seems rubbish to these ppl. Put into bed. Maybe they think that to be succesful they just need to look cool?? Everyone wanted to be rappers, rockers, or even Paris Hilton. Cant we ooze coolness just as the way we are? I dont know about you guys but I just cannot stand ppl who try their hardest just to portray coolness in every bit of their action. Do you think its cool to dress like that? Or screaming and shouting like that? Who the hell influence you to be like that? I believe your parents did not expect you to be this way right? Heres the main problem here. From whom these ppl learn to behave such way? Whos the mastermind behind this illegal mind intrusion? Whos the blame for all of this?

I hate it when some africans dress up like a thug rapper. With his red bandana. With his extra large shirt/pants. And that 'cool' sunglasses. Wearing sunglasses at night? Theres no limit to human idiocracy.

I hate it when so called Muslim/Malay try their best to look europeans. Stop it please. That blonde hair doesnt match with our asian fair skin. And that mini skirt..its not like you got pretty leggies like Beyonce.

I hate it to see our Muslim/Malay females screaming and shouting like a whore. Plz show some manners girls. And you with the tudung on!! Stop cuddling with ur boyfriend in public!! You think I like to see u guys touching each other? (Well yeah actually in some way ;P)

p/s : Dafi you suck. You sang like a duck. I wish I can hit you with a hockey puck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Why did they make us see this? Bored to the max

View from the back. Groups of 'cool' teenagers enjoying themselves up front.

Really?Whoaaa...

I cant believe my eyes when I saw one Alexandre Song lobbed a perfectly timed ball for Eduardo to hit. Why was it so perfect? Coz the ball landed exactly like the striker wanted it to be..on his left peg, not to high and not to low and in the area where the defender was helpless to do anything about it. If Fabregas did that, no surprise then. But we are talking about Song here. THE Song. The one who lumber around the midfield pretending to be a decent footballer. The one who previously was the worst Arsenal player ever (for me that is). And he capped it all of with an audacious backheel, again perfectly weighed for Eboue to score. He outshone Diaby bu miles. Maybe its time we change our perception about this fella eh?

Ok lets balance things a little bit. Other than those two assists, Song was having just an ok-ish display. As usual, he gave away posession too cheaply at times, and somehow managed to conjure few moments of brilliance (other than those two assists..damn it sickening to say about it). As I said Diaby was poor as he reverted to his ball-hogging-difficult-pass habit again. The centre backs were decents and so was the keeper, albeit one missed catch thanks to Diaby. Sagna was awesome, and for once his cross found an Arsenal player. Gibbs was great offensively but defenseively his positioning need to be worked on. Well Eboue..oh sorry Im still barring myself from mentioning him.

Eddy and Vela were outstanding. Velas gonna be a star. Trust me this kid is unbelievable. He may be small but he can ride challenges. And the goal was hellishly brilliant. Same goes to Eduardo. How we missed him in the run in to the title last season. Hes the only striker we got who likes to move his ass around a little bit. Lots of off the ball runnings from this guy. How about that for a volley? Incredible yet cheeky eh?

Things are definitely looking up for the team. Walcotts back and if he keeps making those runs, Arshavin will find him easily. Arshavin might be the one who will make things ticking again. Time and time again he found Walcott without spending too much time dwelling with the ball. His football brain is miles ahead anyone else in the team bar Fabregas. Van Persie who supposed to be our main creative spark, took 5/6 touches before releasing the football while Arshavin took only 2/3 touches. Thats the spped of thought for you. Maybe he can teach some of our so call playmakers (Robin, Nasri, Abou Im talking bout u) to do the same. Hes still doesnt look fit enuff for me though.

p/s : Im still sceptical about Song. Im not saying hes got nothing in his locker but he certainly not yet up the the high standards Arsenal have set for themselves. Until he can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out again then I might change my view on him.

The left footed Thierry Henry to be?

Answer this bitch!!

Last nite a friend asked me, whos my best Arsenal player of all time. Well its easy.


Dennis Bergkamp!! Simply the best player ever donned the red shirt (or maroon) of Arsenal. Technically perfect. He is the only player Wenger couldnt replace. That is just becoz theres no one like him. For 5 years now Arsenal have been searching for a player of his calibre but still come out short everytime. They said Van Persie is the next Bergkamp? Sorry mate u r a long way of touching his ass. I dont think I ever seen a player with football brain as good as Bergkamp's. So all together now.."THERE'S ONLY ONE DENNIS BERGKAMP...WOOOOHOOHOO..THERE'S ONLY ONE DENNIS BERGKAMP!!!"

p/s : In my humble opinion, this guy can be our new Bergkamp. Lets see how the season unfold for him eh? Hes surely the closest we got now.

My new fav song by U2....again

Where The Streets Have No Name

I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name

I want to feel, sunlight on my face
See that dust cloud disappear without a trace
I want to take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We’re still building
Then burning down love, burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you…
(It’s all I can do)

The cities a flood
And our love turns to rust
We’re beaten and blown by the wind
Trampled into dust
I’ll show you a place
High on ta desert plain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
Still building
Then burning down love
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with yo
(It’s all I can do

Deep meaningful lyrics symbolizing the world we are living today. Incredible.

And I go there with YOU. Its all we can do..

Oh..wahh..yawnnn***

Arsenal produced one of the performance of all time last night. The passing was incredibly accurate, the shooting was spot on everything was purrrrrrfect. Against a top calibre opposition it was something not many could do. And to top it off, it could be more than 3 goals scored. If not for the opposition goalkeeper, Arsenal could have won up to 6 goals. This is truly a night to remember, with world class players like Arshavin and Nasri gracing the full length of the pitch. Supported by the likes of Denilson and Song, Arshavin terrorised the opposition's defence with unequal sharpness. The manager must be..WAITT!!!

What the fuck? Are you fucking kidding me? Yeah we won 3-1 last night, but a pub team can beat West Brom with defence like that. Arsenal's defence was not that good either. Djourou was hapless. He got to stop giving those cheap fouls soon. Everytime he plays the opposition would gain lots of easy free kicks around the penalty box. Last night was the same. Its easy. Just loop a high ball to your striker. Make sure your striker is marked by Djourou and voilaaa...u got urself a free kick. Its automatic. In midfield Song was a usual fucker as he is, and Denilson..well hes improved a little. No more pathetic coward sideway passing routing from the little guy last night. All were moving forward. Nasri was ok until he got that knock on his ankle. I dont want to talk about Eboue becoz im afraid im gonna say something good about him, which I have forbidded myself from doing so. Its just i dont regard him as an Arsenal player anymore. He doesnt do enuff to earn it for me. Arshavin and Bendtner were the best of the lot out there for me. Bendtner should have added more to his 2 goals. If he does, he would be the man of the match but im giving that to Mr Arshavin today. The guy oozes class. Much better technically than most of our players. Wait until hes 100% fit, and I think he will be big for us.

I wish that I can be Arsene Wenger for a day so I can sell Song to some lower league clubs. The guy is a pathetic defensive midfielder. He doesnt mark tight enuff, and his passing leaves a lot to be desired. Kudos to Diaby and Almunia though. They are slowly changing my view about them. Almunia is slowly become a steady influence at the back and Diaby has shown urgency in his game that was lacking lately. I give credit where its due ok??

"I hope we can play Wast Brom every week!! Yeay!!"

Its getting old but still into it..Pt 2

This is something than can never be done again. The greatest football squad ever existed. Unfortunately, no sign of revival seen 5 years on.

Sometimes u just have to stand up and admire..

One of the great mystery of life is the way ppl connected with each other. How the bonds are created among different ppl with diversed background. How a maid can be a minister best friend. How a slave and a princess fall in love with each other. It makes us wonder, what does a person have in him that attract other ppl into him?. Is it something about his looks? Or his persona? Is he that charismatic to be able to make friends with anyone? In my short life I met lots of different ppl who struggle to mingle with ppl who are not in the same wavelength as they are. Even my self always find it hard to be nice to someone who does not comply with my own-made life principle. Some say the key is to be tolerate and accept ppl just the way they are. Unfortunately for us humans we cannot just do that without sacrificing some of our own likings, which is very very hard to do. We always want to get more. We always want others to do more for us. We always expect others to pour more than us. To meet someone who can be so humble to accept us without a single hint of snobbishness is unfortunately reaching the near impossible level.

However as pitiful the world circling around me as it is, I am incredibly fortunate to meet 2 persons in my life who defy the logic of human bonds. These type of homo sapians is facing extinction, and to find 2 of them is very very rare. Imagine, a girl from a tiny little village in some rural northen state has a relationship so great that makes yours truly gaping in awe. And a very successful doctor can be so humble to acknowledge the girl eventhough there is a significant gap in class between them. I am very proud to say that these two ladies are the closest persons to me and I love them with all my hart and soul. Sometimes, you just have to stand up and admire.

Here she is, answering a call from my mom. Man, my mom doesnt even call me as often as she calls her. Poor me :(

This is me suffering from a disturbing feeling of jealousy.

p/s : Heres a challenge for you all. Find a daughter-in-law-to-be who is close with his mother-in-law-to-be. The criteria of closeness are as follows :-

1. She can come to the mother-in-law-to-be's house anytime she wants. Without even telling her fiance.
2. She can go out shopping with the mother-in-law-to-be without her fiance attendance.
3. The mother-in-law-to-be can plan for the wedding without discussing with her fiance, who is the mother-in-law-to-be own son FYI.
4. The mother-in-law-to-be knows his son is going out with her, but instead of calling him she calls her just to make sure shes fine. And they often have phone conversation for the sake of just talking nonesense.
5. The mother-in-law-to-be tells her every secret of the family.
   
6. They are so close, leaving her own son feeling grief in annoyance. :)

ARSENAL 0 - 0 FULHAM

Told you so. Though this stalemate was way better than the three previous ones. Whos brave enuff to put their money on Arsenal will stay scoreless till the of the season? I would. Heres my 2 cents.

Frustrated.

"They are no pro footballer in anyone of them, they cant run, mark or create space to pass the ball. Bad positioning, lazy. Name it they have it all in this team. And we pay them to do this every week. I will not be watching any gooners match again until the end of season. most of all i blame the coach, he bought the players so he should take the blame." - Megagooner4life
-Totally agree with you lad.

He must be wondering why the fuck he joined a team that cant score

p/s : Please practice shooting/heading Arsene.

Its getting old but still into it..Pt 1

Damn..Yao Ming is damn big isnt he? Im shorter than Chris Paul (the guy in white if u dont know who stands at 6' 1) so imagine where will I reach if standing beside Yao.

100 days and counting

Time passes by effortlessly. Now i only have 100 days left before splashing myself into the dark sea of marriage. I dont know what the future hold for me and my partner, but trust me, I will strive my hardest to brighten up any darkness that shall fall upon me. Together we shall build a life that will surpass any boundaries, that will crush any obstacles, that will create happiness and fun endlessly. The questions of doubt will always linger, but they shall be ignored and handled in the way that will assure myself of being totally ready and comitted to the main cause. No need to worry lads, as sweaty as I am wondering about it, I am thoroughly excited and enthrall about the prospect of a new beginning in my life. Another new chapter. A whole different consequences to face. A storyline that will be written not by myself for the first time. A story that will hopefully will end with tears of happiness.

Lets rejoice for the future that hopefully will bring more joy and happiness into our life.

Be cool. Be calm. Be composed.

Nothing shall stop you from your destiny.

May Allah bless us always.

We have seen this happened before

I dont want to write about the win last nite. I dont like to get excited by Arsenal anymore. Ive been through this shit before. They beat a very good team like Roma before, and gave me hope. A hope that the team can muster a meaningful challenge towards trophy again. A hope that the team can produce the same kind of performance week in and week out. A hope that often vanquished by lethargic displays again and again. So after watching the game last nite, I decided not to talk or be too happy about it. Im gonna take it slow, and still expect the worse come Saturday vs Fulham.

Hoping the team can prove me wrong for once.

Wheres batman Robin?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now !! Pt IX

Found this classic picture of Fabregas. Nice mullet captain.

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt II

Well most sites prefer to rate the performance of the players after every match. That just bollocks or cheap pops for me. Because there will always be someone who will get 7 or 8 marks which were not justified by their performance on the pitch. I read lots of gooners site (A LOT), and most of them insist they watched the game from start to end. Are u kidding me? What game were you watching? And one site gave Nasri 6? What the hell are u thinking? What did he do to get 6/10 is an enigma a professor could not solve.

If I were gonna rate the players, I gave them all 4 with the exception of Clichy who will get 5. Arsenal tend to attack more on the right side nowadays. That makes the right side area congested with more players to cover and protect Sagna. Its a different tale with our left side. Clichy was wayy too overworked. No wonder he was substituted yesterday. He played behind the laziest player ive seen since Sir Bobby Pires and has been running up at down the left flank tirelessly all season long. You cant be doing that for the whole season without getting injured or exhausted at some point. Plus without a proper leftback to back him up, he has to play every game. I hate it when certain sites blame him for the instability of our backline. Fuck off you morons. Give the guy some credit. If you want to blame someone, blame Nasri. This guy is allergic to tracking back and closing down. And if you dont track back, make sure u can counter attack with pace (ala Sir Bobby Pires), which is not happening with Nasri. Everytime he got the ball at the center line the only thing he will do is starting the now famous 'Arsenal Sideway Passing Routine'. And his pace seem to be decreasing as the game goes on. Maybe hes too tired to accelerate or something. This brings me to the point..

No wonder hes too lazy and too slow. Hes busy fucking some french babe. Wait a sec..isnt this the same guy who read his prayer before every game? What the fuck??

p/s : Arshavin didnt do that bad on his debut. A few more games under his belt before judging him please??

Do they really know each other? Backlash Pt I

Once again, another woeful performance by Arsenal. Its the 3rd (!!!???!!??) successive scoreless game for Arsenal. Have you seen a team as lazy as Arsenal? It seems that every player just lumbering around waiting for the opponents to make mistakes. No one even bother to close down quickly or do anything remotely close to gaining posession. And the creativity..well fuck it dont let me start on the level of creativity among the players. The only thing they know is getting the ball wide to be whipped in. And the cross usually sucks. Please ppl, when someone is crossing the ball, make some movements in the box!! Dont just stand around like fucking sculptures!!! You Mr Bendtner stop making those useless running!! Use ur head for god's sake!! Fucking prick. Why in the world do u think u are more useful in the channel rather than in the box is beyond me. Whats the point if u cross the ball without anyone good enuff to win it? Are u guys dumb or what?? Rite now, u guys are playing like strangers with each other. No instinct, no communication what so ever. Dont u guys train with each other every day? Then why its so hard just find ur teammates quickly? Why cant u guys figure out quickly what kind of runs ur teammates are going to make? Cant u guys learn what each of ur teammate capabilities are? And when will u guys learn that passing to Bendnter at right wing is like passing to a brick wall????!!??

Im struggling to point out something positive from the game. it was so obvious the problem Arsenal are having rite now. A monkey could have explain it. The only person who is too stubborn to realize it is the manager himself. So fuck u Arsene. For the first time, and I promise u not the last time, FUCK YOU ARSENE. Are the players sucking ur dick or smething? They must be doing something for u that they can afford to be as poor as they are rite now. Do they fuck ur wife coz u cant pleasure her anymore? Oh no im starting to visualize it..no..plzzz stop..stop brain stop!!!

Imitating Cantona Kung Fu kick wont help the team Kolo

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VIII

Me in a weird halloween costume with some other weirdos. The boss at the back gave his Brad Pitt pose. The one wearing a tie is not a man.

Remembering the broken leg incident

This picture showed the exact way on how to destroy someone career. Make sure u tackle above the feet area just below the knee as in the picture.

Back and scoring!!

Celebrating the first goal.

Slotting home the penalty for his second

Yep..hes back!! One year after that horrific injury, Eduardo finally made a comeback against Cardiff City last night. 2 goals and a standing ovation later, Arsenal are through to the 5th round of the FA cup. Its not the most vintage of performance but for him to be back and scoring again is a real boost for the Arsenal side searching for a spark that has been lacking lately. Its not just him who shone though. I think Vela and Denilson were great, and Song wasnt that bad either. Yeah its true we played against a lower league side but compared this performance with the one at Cardiff last month, this one is much much better. The movement was there, the passing was as slick as ever and Bendtner can afford to be at his petulant best without costing us the victory. Hope that we can continue playing like this for the rest of the season. Go Arsenal !!

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VII

The two most important women in my life.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt VI

Thats my mom. Shes the greatest mother on earth. If I can live the next 50 years of my life half as good as she had I would die a happy man. :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt V

Showing off her cooking skills during her recent visit to my house. Bapak poyo :)

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt IV

Shes a math lecturer. Im sucks at math. :(

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt III

A younger version of her, about 5 years ago. So kampong eh?

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!! Pt II

Me and my lil nephew.

Oh im so into uploading pictures rite now!!

This is my fiancee. Told ya shes waaaayyyyyyyyy prettier than I am. Am I lucky or what?

Finally..i uploaded my first picture!!

Amacam gaye gua gantong pocong? Ada garang? (tulisan ala2 hilangpunca)

Hurt!!

Sometimes someone makes me feel like I havent done enough..
Have I??
Its very hard to satisfy some ppl need right?
Even if u think u have done everything it still not enough..
Isnt it?

Only God knows why!!

If only..

If only..

1. I work at a better place than I am now..
2. I rejected the offer letter this damn company gave me last year...
3. I earn more than I am currently earning..
4. I practice all the teachings I gained from my days at KISAS...
5. I gave more thoughts on every decisions Ive taken..

I would have already achieved everything that I have ever dreamed of. I would have become a devout muslim, got married, and owned a custom made Mazda RX8/Toyota Caldina/Volkswagon Gt/ with a personal registration number of ANA 1902 (hehe?? :) )..

Thats a big IF eh? However big the IF is, I am very happy with the way I am right now. I kept telling myself that Allah has His final say on every outcome of my life. And He would grant me everything I have wished for if I keep praying and working hard.

Hoping for a better future with His blessings. Amin!!

The worst north London derby ever

It was pain to see how technically inept some of our players were last Sunday. Its the north london derby for god sake. U r supposed to bring ur A game god dammit!! Denilson was shockingly poor, Adebayor was having his ass-heavy day and Eboue..well the less said about him is better. And Song was by far the best player in red which made no sense at all. He was supposed to be the weakest link in Arsenal armory but somehow he made everyone around him looked championship level calibre. Or maybe the other players but Almunia and Robin were soo damn poor which made Song looked great. Either way, the players failed to perform and we are now stucked at 5th place which I think, bar miracle we will stay there for the rest of the season.

We can only hope that all the injured players can come back quickly. Thats the only way to turn this season around. We cannot depend on this crop of players we got. We need Cesc back. We need Walcott back. And most importantly, we need the confidence back. To do that we need all the players back.The Arsenal way of playing football thrives on confidence. To pass and move as quickly as we used to is based on confidence. Players need to be confident on the ball, confident with their teammates, and the absolute believe that there will always be someone to help and back them up. Right now the confidence is missing. Its hard when Denilson cannot trap the ball properly. Its worse when Adebayor came hand begging for the ball just to lose it when the ball was fizzled to him. I doubt how u can gain ur confidence when u got someone as unreliable as Eboue in ur team. I dont have the know-how but some way and some how, Arsene must worked his ass off to get the confidence and groove back to his team. Then may be, we can get the season back on track.

On my last note, sack Eboue please. Dont sell him. Just sack him and let him rot in the desert of Africa. Let the lions eat his flesh and the hyenas/crows finish him up. Make sure none of his atoms exist anymore. Fucking useless prick.

10 things i like about her

1. That giggle. Ill make up something funny just to hear it.
2. The way she acted weak eventho shes not THAT weak. Shes just want my attention or mengade2.
   
3. When the going gets though, the tough gets going. Thats u babe.
4. She loves surprises. And i love the way she acted everytime i surprised her.
5. She accepts me just the way I am. I dont have to be someone else to be with her and I absolutely like that.
   
6. Everytime i got myself in trouble, I guarantee u 100% shes the first one who will come to aid me.
7. Shes one hell of a cook. And I love her cookings.
8. She likes to clean (like Monica in Friends). As a dust-phobia person as I am, thats vital.
9. She knows how to give me pleasure hehe. Notty eh?
10. Shes pretty. Im not which makes me the luckiest guy in the whole universe. Nuff said.

Arshav-in

Finally 'the owl' has landed. After a month long transfer saga andrei arshavin has finally join arsenal. I dont know how much impact hes gonna give to the current squad but, ill take anyone who can replace eboue at the right midfield spot anytime. And if the anyone means someone who starred at Euro 2008 and considered the zidane of russia that would be a much significant upgrade.

It is somewhat bizarre to see some ppl condemned wenger for the time it took to complete the deal. Come one guys!! Wake up and see the full picture. Wenger was just being the shrewd businessman as he always does. Can u imagine him buyin Arshavin for 20million? I for once applaud wenger in this one. He knows Arshavin wants to leave. He knows Zenit are desperate to offload him. And he knows that if Arsenal paid over the top for him it will destroy the club financial structure. When he finally signed him, we only forked out 12million plus add ons. Wasnt that incredible? The Spurs paid 14million for Palacios, 15million for Defoe, and 15million more for Keane. Hull spent 5million on Bullard. And Man City 12million on Bridge and 14million for Bellamy!! Those amount are ridiculous!! If Bellamy, who is always injured, never appear in any major international competition, have a bad reputation at the only big club he ever played for is worth 14million, then arshavin who won the UEFA cup almost single handedly for Zenit last season and was sensational at EURO 2008 should worth at least 25million. Dont u guys realize how shrewd wenger was? I think he knows that he can get Arshavin for below 15million. He was so sure that he gambled until the final day of the transfer window. And he was proven right again. Stop questioning his decision. Seriously for this one, ARSENE KNOWS.

Imagine if (its a big IF) we could have everyone fit to play. We would start with almunia, sagna, clichy, toure, gallas, nasri, cesc, denilson, arshavin, van persie and ade. On bench we got eduardo, theo, rosicky, diaby, bendtner, djouru, and fabianski. The strength on the bench would be so good it would be hard for a player just to have a place in it. Plus we have ramsey and wilshere knocking on the door. That should scare the shit out of ppl.

p/s : I omitted eboue and song from the squad just bcoz i dont think they are good enuff to play for arsenal. Im thinking championship football for them.

Is this the end?

Is it true? Have Perak and Kedah fell to the dirty hands of UMNO again?

Boring boring Arsenal

Watching Arsenal doesnt give me pleasure anymore. I was bored to death seeing us passing sideways again and again. I almost can figure out everything thats going to happen next. It started like this..Denilson got the ball..hell pass to Diaby..Diaby will bring the ball forward for about 2 yards and stop..turn right to Eboue..Adebayor then come with his begging hands asking for the ball..for some reason he is 100% sure to get the ball..Ade wont do nothing but one touch it back to Eboue..Eboue for some reason will cut inside eventho his left peg is useless..he then return it back to Denilson who in turn pass it to Nasri..Nasri with dally a lil bit while waiting for Cllichy's overlap..Clichy will get the ball and look up thinking about crossing..if he doesnt hell pass back to Denilson or the 'dropping-too-deep' Van Persie..then from Denilson/Van Persie pass to Diaby..then to Eboue..Eboue back to Ade..Ade will pass to the overlapping Sagna who will either put a one time cross or pass back to Eboue. Usually the crosses will endup behind the goal or straight into the defender. Because Ade was involved with the build up hes too late to get to the end of the cross. See if I can figure it out why cant the other managers cant? Surely they can do something about it cant they? And if we tend to do the same routine over and over again why dont Nasri or Diaby make runs into the box? Are they too lazy or just plain dumb?

Change the word Diaby above with Fabregas and it would turn out like this. Denilson will make a simple pass to Fabregas. Without looking at the ball Cesc will trap it and with only two touches send it to the hand-begging Ade, who as usual will do nothing but one touch it back to Cesc. Here the offense starts. As Fabregas received it back from Ade Clichy and Sagna already started their overlapping runs and Van Persie dropped a little bit clearing some space for fabregas to move forward. At the same time Ade will move into the box. Nasri will move inside the box to take away the full back and Eboue..well Eboue will still do nothing except move toward Fabregas congesting the space provided by Van Persie. Change Eboue with Walcott and Nasri will move across exchanging runs with Walcott creating more space for fabregas to work. The rest is up to the captain. Heres a few options he created for himself :

1. Pass it wide to the over lapping full backs for them to whip the ball in. Bcoz Adebayor is already in the box this move become very sensible to do.
2. Play one-two with van Persie who already positioned himself in front of the defence
3. Slip the ball to Adebayor, let him hold the ball up as the players around him moving around creating space. If the pass is unavailable, Ade will pass it back to Denilson. The move restart
   
4. As in the ManUre game, slip the ball to the crossing Nasri or Walcott.
5. I like him to do this more often, just shoot. I know u are more than capable to hit the target.
   

If the move breakdown hell pass back to Denilson and reorganize. If they execute it poorly, the scenario like I explained before will happen. However if it is executed perfectly, a shooting chance will be presented. See the game vs ManUre for proof.

So to solve our current cannot-create-a-chance desease, heres the cure. Get Fabregas back. Ppl seem to trust him better with the ball and will move around accordingly to create space.

Geesh. Maybe I shoud be managing Arsenal instead.

This is what happened when u have nothing to do

I have been an NBA maniac since I was 11. I still remember the day that was. It was the week when my dad installed the old Mega TV in our home. I woke up early in the morning and changed the channel to ESPN and what do u know..the NBA was on air live!! I was pretty hyped because it would be the first NBA game I ever gonna watch. Ive heard about the great Micheal Jordan but never really got any details into it so to see him live was exciting as hell. I still remember the game..the Bulls vs the Suns..Jordan scored 33pts..Barkley got 36..and Phoenix won 102-96. That day was the start of an amazing NBA journey for me. For a few years after that, I woke up early every Saturday, even sometime skipped school on Friday just to catch the game live. Thinking back, Ive spent countless hours in the internet just to study the game, to know all about the best players and teams..and finally got into the game myself. Back in the day it was very hard to find a basketball court around my neighborhood. I end up asking (forcing really) my mom to take me into a club at Melawati just to play basketball. Heh..the picture of me and my brother slugging with those Chinese framed still in my mind. Me and my brother were like aliens there. We knew nobody but our determination and passion for the game overcame everything (poyo ehhh...!!!). Nowadays, if u come to a court without knowing anybody, u have to be darn good to play ball. That wasnt the case years ago. Anybody can play although the priority goes to the person with a basketball...and a pair of nike shoes hehe..

For me, Micheal Jordan is the best basketball player ever. Ive been into basketball for 13 years now and nobody even come close to do what he had done. I fell in love with him the first day I saw him. That beautiful fadeway jump shot, arcing high into the net, those twist and turn in the air, THAT dunk, all of those buzzer beaters..it was like in basketball haven. I couldnt believe it when I saw the news that 'His Airness' will leave the game forever by then end of the 97/98 season. He was simply the greatest basketball player ever graced the court bar none. He had won everything basketball have to offer..olympic gold medal, NBA titles, MVP, defensive player of the year, NBA first team..everything. Its very rare today to see a player as complete as he was. His will to win was extraordinary. I have lost count 0n how many legendary game Jordan have performed in his career. There were too many great moments. Nobody will ever provide the fans with such exhiliration and excitement. Truly Mike, the basketball world really have missed ur magic.

128!!

128 days left before I become Miss Azliana husband. *wink :)

I spent the last 6 years of my life in love with this woman. This person made my last 6 years worth every second. She was there when I was down, she was there when I was way above my head, and she never ever failed to show up whenever I needed her the most. For these reasons, I chose her to be my soul person for the rest of my life :)

Hoping from the day 129 and after my life shall be happily ever after!!

For my babe, Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me

Its hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
Theres no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
Well leave the world outside
All Ive got to give to you
Are these five words when i


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The skys a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, youd make believe
That you believed my lies


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me


Lock the doors
Well leave the world outside
All Ive got to give to you
Are these five words when i


Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
You parted my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldnt fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me

Stuck in the moment

For my fiancee who always complain and whine about everything..this song is for you :)

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you. Ooh.
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
'Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do.. Oh
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh lord look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you cant gt out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

Angels vs Demons!!

Im sick and tired of trying to finish reading 'Angels and Demons'. The storyline is so engaging that u cant even take a dump without thinking about what would happen next. Whats the next clue? wheres the damn sculpture? Who the hell is Janus? And when the hell will Robert Langdon and Vittoria Vetra 'do it'? (We all know its gonna happen rite?)

So i woke up this morning and decided to take a break of 'Angels and Demons'. Maybe ill continue with my Vatican City adventure after the weekend is over. I think I can do with a few days without feeling the stupidity of those Christians. I mean how dumb can some people be? Dan Brown is blatantly crushing your faith and he gets away with it? He is even gonna make a movie out of it! If Osman Awang ever do that to Islam trust me hell never get out of his house alive!!

Take ur damn chance damn it. U only got 3 months left

Watching Diaby in CM was like seeing Shukor Adan running hopelessly around the Selangor midfield. He was so bad I switched the channel every time he received the football. The thing thats so obvious about him was how slow he was releasing the football. Its not like Zidane slow (well Zizou feet and football was like missionary position, stick and never get away), its like someone I mentioned above who just doesnt know what to do with the ball. It took him forever to figure out what the best option available and when he tried to dribble his way out of trouble he would always end up loosing the football. When he first arrived at Arsenal I admit it myself that this guy was something else. He got the longest stride ive seen since Henry and Vieira and a great build for someone of his age. But somehow along the road he never grow into the player that I thought he can be. Now Cesc is injured, and he has been given the chance to show how good a midfielder he is. Sadly, he lasted only 60 minutes against Bolton and was replaced by young Vela. Damn it Abou. You are supposed to be our next Vieira. At least come close. You are not even a quarter of Vieira right now. Watching you got outmuscled by Muamba was sickening man. Hes as big as you, and u didnt ever look like u can beat him to the ball. U should thank the manager for showing big faith in you. U can only get this kind of oppurtunity here at Arsenal boy. U better realise that before Cesc comes back. U got 3 months.

On the positive note, we did win on Saturday. Van Persie was great. For a couple of months now he has been our best player. He looked very determine to prove all those critics about Arsenal wrong. His movement off the ball has improved, and his technic is just Bergkampesque. Well not truly like Bergkamp but almost there. We need him fit if we want to achieve something this season.

Calo.

Kite by U2

U might never heard of this song. Its not d kind of song played by Era or Hot and all of those "mainstream" Malaysian radio stations. Its not listed in any top 100 songs chart anywhere. BUt this song left a deep feeling inside me. It keeps motivating me on keep striving hard and letting go something eventho its very hard for me to do so. So here it goes. I dont know how to put songs here so i just put the lyrics for u guys to enjoy. Cherish ur life and keep on going!!

Something is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did

And hardness, it sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin

I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all

Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, which way the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around?
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

It's summer, I can taste the salt of the sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me...

I'm a man, I'm not a child...
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes

Who's to say where the wind will take you?
Who's to say what it is will break you?
I don't know, where the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around?
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

Did I waste it?
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement

The last of the rock stars
When hip hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea

That was the big idea

2008----2009

Ahhhh..another year has passed by. Well for me 2008 was decent. Not too bad, and not too shabby either. There were some great moments, and there were those that would make u wanna invent a time machine so u can go back in time to change everything.

Lets see..where do I start eh? Well After 5 and a half years putting my pride and future on the line, I managed to finish my studies and graduated officially in March. Ive learned a lot during those struggling study years. Personally, all those time spent away in the southern state really thaught me on how to really take care of myself and become a real man. Ive learned about what kind of peaople exist in this pitiful little world, which ones to trust and which one not to. All those mamaking, cybercafe-ing, oversleeping, and other time wasting activites which consumed most of my time really do have their worth for my future life. Yeah I could have done better with my results, but like they said shit happens. Theres no use to think about those times that I should have used for studying rather than doing other stuff. To regret is just a waste of time. Rite now Ive got myself an ok-ish job, which pay me enough so I can continue living the life I wanted to. And also, I got engaged to my love of 6 yrs. Finally. Sigh.

I cant stop thinking about the future that gonna come upon me in this coming year. Frankly, Im totally freaked out whenever I give my thought about it. Im afraid. Im afraid that I cant be the person that i always wanted to be. Im afraid that I cant achieve the things that I wanted. Ive set the bar really high this year. Lots to do, lots to achieve. Ive promised my self all those years back that one day Im gonaa leave all part of my dark side out of my life. And I really think this year is the year that Im supposed to fulfill that promise. Its a very heavy burden Im carrying here. I believe this year is my last chance to do something bout it. Ive had enough. I want to change. I need to change. Ive tainted my heart black enough and the time has come for me to start cleaning it.

So here it goes..my resolutions for 2009..

TO BE THE BEST MUSLIM THAT I CAN EVER BE.
-PERFORM MY PRAYERS BETTER, READ QURAN REGULARLY, SPEND MORE TIME AT THE MOSQUE, BECOME A RESPONSIBLE HUSBAND-

In the nama of ALLAh, I promise I would do all that I can to fulfill the above matter. I pledge myself to YOU. Please give me ur guidance. May I will always be under YOUR blessing.

Dont read this entry. Its dangerous

Some ppl just dont get it do they? I DONT WANT U AROUND DAMN IT!!! Yeah i meant u bitch!! Why must u stick ur nose in my business again and again?? Why are u always there? Why do you have to get involved in everything? Dont u have any other things to do? Cant u mind ur own damn fucking business? Cant u just leave me alone?????? Cant u bitch!!!??!?!?!?!?

Stop acting like a grown up already!! U r 22 for GOD sake!! Act like a 22 year old!!! Stop believing that u have to have a hand in everything!! Again.. u r just 22!! Its not like u are some kind of golden child or anything!!! U fucked up ur studies..goldigging ur parents so they can send u to fancy college in the city..and u even say u r from K.L!! Fuck off!! Dont forget ur roots bitch!! Dont think juz bcoz u r in some fancy and expensive college that u r good enuff to talk like that!! Its a private college la fucker!! Only stupid and rich Malays go there!! Since ur parents are not rich, then u r totally fucking stupid!! Please stop thinking that ur opinion matters in everything!! U r not uqalified yet bitch!!! FUCK U!!!!

...................................................................................

I am just not myself today. Fuck it, i didnt feel like myself at all this whole week. U know what bitch? This was suppose to be a special week for me. But u fucking ruin it. Was it ur fucking face? Or ur fucking annoying habit of getting involved in everything? Or maybe it was ur disturbing giggle eventho nothing remotely funny was going on? Or the fucking believe that everything happen must be circling around u? Fuck u bitch. I hate it when some bitch stole my thunder. Fuck.

As the curtain is raised, the black ones appear

Feeling empty, distraught, dissapointed, fucked up..thats the story of the current Arsenal so far this season. Last night was the same. A decent result u might think, considering Liverpool are top of the league, we were down to 10 man, and Cesc didnt play in the second half. However this agonizing feeling keeps haunting me, torturing me into writing this pointless entry. Why u say? Is it because Im tired of seeing us playing below par again? Or seeing how we lost 2 points due to bad defending again? Or seeing players who are fucking obviously out of their depth representing my beloved Arsenal again? Or seeing another player out injured again? AGAIN? The horror is this type of performance has become more and more typical of Arsenal this season. The old posession dominating, intricate passing, triangle movement of the Arsenal that i used to admire are sailing further and further away from my sight. I tried to console myself by stuffing loads of excuses just to ease up my distraught feeling. Rebuilding season? Checked. Young players? Checked. Inexperienced? Checked.Bad finishing? Checked? Unfortunate decisions? Checked. Still, the pain lingers.

As a momento to the Barclays English Premier League 2008/09 season Arsenal are having so far, here I listed the worst players that have ever played for Arsenal. Be informed that these crop of shits are the craps that I knew from my time supporting Arsenal, which by the way started on 1997. Dont grudge me please. This is just a distressed Arse-fan humble view of the only club he ever supported..

GK - Manuel Almunia. Compare him to our former first choice goalie, Seaman and Lehman. Even Manninger. This guy fucked up big time. Poor decisions, poor communications, and school boy errors are all common for him.

RB - Nelson Vivas. Nobody remembers him. The worst number 7 i have ever seen. I couldnt come out with any of his contribution at all.

LB - Giovanni Van Bronchrost. Hes done well at Barca, Ill take that. But, he couldnt play with Vieira, worse than Cashley at left back, and injury prone. The original Rosicky. And he even have the guts to put GIO on his back at Barca like a superstar, which he is obviously not.

CB - Igor Stepanovs. If u can find the video of Arsenal 6-1 loss to Man U few years back, watch in horror. The worst centre back ever.

CB - Pascal Cygan. How we can sell this guy for 2Million quid to Villareal is still a mystery for me. Wenger even tried him at left back, which is worse.

RM - Emmanuel Eboue. I like hime when he started at RB. But as a wide man..totally out of his depth. Cant cross, afraid to tackle, hesitant to take on people, and has the worst shot ever bar none. Plus the usual diving and acting. If u want to do it, do it properly. See Ronaldo does it and learn.

LW - Jose Antonio Reyes. Dont get me wrong, this guy got talent. The world seems to be his oyster. He got great shot in him, very quick, can go past people, makes great run into space, work his ass off every game, a great prospect. But he was also weak, homesick, stupid (he stopped learning English coz hes too dumb to learn it FYI), easily intimidated and cant play after October (its too cold in England after that apparently. D'oh). The only player that Wenger admitted to regret selling, for not fulfilling his potential.

CM - Alex Song. What can i say bout his fella? The only youngster who leapfrogged the Carling Cup syllabus. Nothing special at all. Feel angry just by writing bout him. Next please.

CM - Abou Diaby. Hes been at Arsenal for 4 years now, but still cant work out the best position for himself. Likes to hog the ball too much, likes to make difficult passes instead of the simple ones, afraid to put his foot in, plus incredibly poor timing in his tackling.

FWD - Francis Jeffers. I rate him as same as Stepanovs. The worst striker ever donned the no 9 shirt. Luckily Wenger realized his mistake and shipped him out quickly.

FWD - Kaba Diawara. Contribute nothing. Even Bergkamp looks dissilussioned when playing alongside him

There are others who are very close on joining the list, but for them I reserve some time to prove all the fans wrong. Yep, Im talking to you Nikki B. To sum it all up, 4 from the above list are current Arsenal players, which say it all about the current state of our team. Im tempted to make a list of the best that have played for Arsenal just to compare them with the worse 11 above, but ill save that for later. Till then, ciao

Be grateful, as Allah shall repay those who does

So after one hectic day yesterday, finally it all came good in the most probable way. Well i started off the day by taking my family to breakfast, then went to the clinic to pick up my medicine, then helping my mother readying lunch, then play NBA 2K9, then went to pick up my fiancee, watched movies, getting new NBA live 2009, dinner and finally..finally..watching my beloved gunners stuffed out Chelsea.At their own turf. With an offside goal to boot. Hahaha..i woke up today with a big grin on my face, just like a guy who just had sex (i did though :) ). Still couldnt believe what have happened last night :).

The world around me is shining..i feel like someone who saw light after being buried alive..its like a new beginning. Who thought it would ever end like this? After two distrought weeks that seems like going on forever..after painful news reading day after day..after tinkering about abandoning football forever..after enduring slagging after slagging..banter after banter..its finally come into this. How the world has come around. Ive been catapulted from the lowest of the wheel of life into the almost highest. Thank you GOD. It is really fruitful to be persistent isnt it?

Eventhough our job sucks..eventhough we dont get as much salary as we wanted..eventhough u think that u deserved more than what u are getting presently..eventhough ur favourite team have been shite lately..keep ur head down and stuck with it. Think about others who have have to endure more than u. Think about others who try to survive their life by earning half than u currently earn. Think about those who would be extremely happy to be what u are right now. Its never good to complain. Heck it would make u miserable if u keep complaining, whining about everything that occured in ur life. Never regret any decision that u have made, as every bad decision leads to new experience to not making the same mistake again. Remember that Allah is watching, and HE will forever have the final say on what would happen in ur life. The ones who keep trying, working hard, take everything on their stride and just keep striving for better fortunes shall receive gratuity from HIM. So honey, be patient and just keep on working hard. I know u are stronger than what u think :)

-happy again-

A new era!!

Yeahh!!Fabregas is captain!!Yehhhh!!Now get ur ass up and start performing already!!U have been shite all this year!!!

Its the best decision ever made by the boss!!Love it!

Responsibility

Its a big word isnt it? Most of us are afraid of it. Even myself. For me, humans need responsibility more than it needs them. Why u say? Without responsibility, we humans shall live in chaos, as we can do anything the world would let us do without any concern what so ever. Imagine, a man, not married, dont have a family, dont believe in god, dont have a job. How is he going to spend his daily life with? Well, he can rrob a bank may be as hes got no family to worry bout him, no family to take care of, no god's judgement to attend to, and he has absolutely no responsibility to anyone at all. Or maybe he can kill someone. Or kick my balls. he doesnt care at all. Could u imagine a man who is a devoted muslim, with a family to tak care, do such things? No sir.

What im trying to say here is i also need responsibility. I want to become a better man. a better muslim. I dont think i have enuff things on my back to force me into becoming what i want to become. right now i have responsibility to Allah, to my parents and to myself. Sadly, its not enuff for me. I need more. I need someone who is there to push me on everyday. I dont just need it. I want it. I want to be more responsible on more things. The thing is, people kept asking me why am i so hell bent on getting married as early as next year. For those buggers heres my answer. Im tired of being what i am right now. Im tired of pursuing 70% of my life for the pleasure of this part of life. i want to start focussing more on my after life. Thats why i need marriage. Marriage gives me more responsibility. responsibily shall help me turning my life around. And when u found someone who is THE ONE, why wait?

To cap it all off, heres a list of what i want to do for the rest of my life.

1. Be a devout MUSLIM.By this i mean to practice solat jemaah and read Quran regulary.
And to try to fulfill the old KISAS motto "Fastaqim Kama Umirta"
2. Make HER happy
3. Make my family happy
4. Take a good care of my mother.and my brothers.and my father
5. Never stop supporting Arsenal Football Club :)

I SWEAR BY THE NAME OF ALLAH ALL THE ABOVE ARE TRUE AND STRAIGHT FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HART. PLEASE GOD, HELP ME. WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING.

Getting a good riddance..

I care about Arsenal a lot. For me arsenal football club represent myself personally..rough, hardworking,flair and win. Nothing gives me more pleasure then spending my weekend nights at nearby mapley chearing for my team eventhough they never give anything back to me. and they dont even know my existance in this part of the world. well its a thing call devotion that have created a unique bond between men and such objects. humans can be devoted to anything.let it be cats, dogs, cars, trees, dicks, pussies, bitches, whores.ANYTHING. Its the purpose of the devotion that matters.Ahhhh..what the hell i am mumbling about this early..damn..

Arsenal sucks.nuff said.no guts.no determination.I mentioned b4 that they represent myself personally, but curiousity and doubt have started to creep into my soul after yet another shambolic, no-ball performance. In my recent post i blamed a lot on wenger. sorry sir, it seems that u are the least of the problem. What can u do if ur team shows no desire to win?when the going gets tough, and ur players shirk away from the challenge?when ur so called best player was outshined by a player once rejected by our own manager? it hurts man..really..its the first time for a long time that i turned off the tv 20 minutes before the game ended..totally pissed off. if u think that the fans do not care, u are wrong. we accept that we cant win every game. but we expect fight and desire every game. we cannot afford to drop points like shitting birds anymore. If only the team can show so much care as the fans do...

Got a lot of thigs to get rid of my mind..shall continue later

p/s : i was wrong about Nikki B. I wish i can put a gun against his back hole and pull my trigger. Just to make him work a liitle bit of his sweats off.

- Written on Sunday, 16th November 2008. Posted on Tuesday, 18th November 2008 -

Ten things for the manager to consider(obviously)

Dear Mr Wenger,

We the arsenal fans are very dissapointed with the team shambolic performance recently. We were close to tears seeing how spineless our team were. My state team can show more balls than what our team had shown recently. As a measure to reduce the sufferings of our souls, here are some suggestions that might improve our team fortunes. Pleas note that some of these suggestions are so obvious for all to see. Except for u of course.And I will try my best not to use too many vulgar words as one angry man would have.

1. First and foremost. Please stop ur stupid rotation thinggy. Never change our wingers with central midfielders. Ever heard of the term WITDH in football? Well every team need that to win games. And also dont replace a right back with a one paced, i-dont-have-a-clue-who-am-i-suppose-to-mark central midfielder.

2. Never show any respect to any small teams. If the team play a physical type of game, we dont have to change our tactics to counter them. Just keep our fabregas-wingers formation intact. No need to change our little wingers with bigger central midfielders. If u think our wingers are not big or strong physically enough, toughen them up. See Joe Cole at Chelsea. Or Ronaldo at ManU.

3. Everyone in this planet they call earth can see that our defenders cant win headers. Even u admitted it urself during the summer. The u sent Senderos to Milan. Nice

4. U have turned Eboue into a O'shea type of utility man. He can play right wing, central midfield and right back. Wake up. Hes a right back and should be a back up for Sagna. Please revisit the videos of our 2007 champions league final run. Check who played right back. Not Song obviously.

5. Gallas cannot be the team captain anymore. Clichy deserves it more than any player in any team to be a team captain. If the Birmingham incident is not enough, to be caught smoking out from a night club sure does it. Oh wait, hes still got he arm band. Guess he needs to do something like killing his own team mate to get it stripped away from him.

6. If a team loses 2 of their main players, thay will go all out to find a replacement. I have no problem with Nasri, but to replace Flamini with Denilson is just not good enough. Imagine will Liverpool replace Alonso/Macherrano with Lucas permanently if either of them got sold? Will Chelsea thrust Miniero into the first eleven if somehow Obi Mikel is fed up being turned into the next Makelele after being labeled as a creative attacking midfield and leave? The thing is there is a player that is just good enough to be a squad player, and the sad truth is Denilson is no more than a backup for Fabregas. He can do only half what Fabregas does and half what Flamini/Gilberto does. And to think that central midifeld area is the most important area to win games just made the whole situation more fucked up that it already is. U have to buy an extablished defensive midfielders soon or we are totally doomed for this season at least.

7. Adebayor is a fucking cunt. Drop him. We the arsenal fans hate the way he carried himself on the pitch. The guy is so full of himself. Have u noticed that he never celebrate his goals with his teammates? All he does is goin to the fans while doing thebadge kissing/chest thumping ritual. Never once he go the his teammates who worked their ass off to pass the ball to him so he can get his regular tap in goals. I realized hes the best targetman we got at club now but try give Bendtner more first team start and we shall see the outcome.

8. Everyone can see that ur youth policy doesnt bear fruits anymore. Scrap it and go buy some experience stars now. And stop paying these kids such ridiulous amount of money. Theyll become so arrogant that they gonna ask more or theyll leave.

9. Sign a defensive coach please. A Martin Keown perhaps?

10. We all think that u may have lost the plot. U better wake up soon from u great invincible dream. If not u better resign.

Please take actions reagarding the above matters. Thank u